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biologist. + +00:23.240 --> 00:28.200 +This illusion that we are trapped in is only sustained through your active participation, + +00:28.200 --> 00:35.120 +and my guest this afternoon is someone who knows this truth all too well, and so it's + +00:35.120 --> 00:37.040 +a real privilege for me. + +00:37.040 --> 00:40.920 +I don't interview very many people on Giga Ohm Biological, usually I'm just ranting + +00:40.920 --> 00:46.880 +into the wind, and today I have the privilege of being able to sit back and listen to somebody + +00:46.880 --> 00:53.140 +who's a further down this road than most of us are and has more skin in the game than + +00:53.140 --> 00:55.640 +most of us have. + +00:55.640 --> 01:01.560 +I know that everybody is very familiar with this little logo here, human just like you. + +01:01.560 --> 01:04.040 +Hello, my name is Jonathan Cooey, welcome to the show. + +01:04.040 --> 01:06.320 +This is Giga Ohm Biological. + +01:06.320 --> 01:14.960 +I am interviewing the father of a girl by the name of Grace. + +01:14.960 --> 01:21.440 +Scott actually interviewed me last week, and it was a really insightful interview. + +01:21.440 --> 01:23.720 +I'll show a link up later on. + +01:23.720 --> 01:26.560 +Scott is now on the screen. + +01:26.560 --> 01:28.960 +Thank you very much for joining me, Scott. + +01:28.960 --> 01:35.720 +It's a real privilege for me to host you and try to get your message and your voice out + +01:35.720 --> 01:37.120 +a little farther. + +01:37.120 --> 01:43.120 +I apologize for my sort of awkward handling of the music there. + +01:43.120 --> 01:47.120 +If you would, I think it's easier for you, you're probably more rehearsed in it than + +01:47.120 --> 01:48.120 +I am. + +01:48.120 --> 01:55.520 +Introduce yourself and then I'll kind of cue off where if people aren't familiar with + +01:55.520 --> 02:02.320 +your work, just assume that because I think I tweeted out last week's podcast after you + +02:02.320 --> 02:07.040 +sent it to me on Saturday, but other than that, I've only heard a few hundred comments + +02:07.040 --> 02:08.040 +about it. + +02:08.040 --> 02:11.120 +I do hear that people have seen it, but I still need to push it a little further and + +02:11.120 --> 02:13.040 +I was going to push it after this show as well. + +02:13.040 --> 02:14.800 +So go ahead, please, Scott. + +02:14.800 --> 02:16.720 +Well, sounds good. + +02:16.720 --> 02:17.720 +I'm a nobody. + +02:17.720 --> 02:18.720 +I'm just a dad. + +02:18.720 --> 02:21.200 +I call myself Grace's dad because of that. + +02:21.200 --> 02:27.960 +And what happened is through Grace's murder, ultimately I woke up and we're going to spend + +02:27.960 --> 02:34.560 +a lot of time talking about that today because Jonathan says I'm ahead of him. + +02:34.560 --> 02:35.560 +I don't know. + +02:35.560 --> 02:40.480 +I don't know very many people who are ahead of him, but I have connected some dots that + +02:40.480 --> 02:45.240 +I'm shocked and the doors that God has opened up to do that, but it all started with my + +02:45.240 --> 02:47.640 +best buddy, Grace. + +02:47.640 --> 02:54.920 +Grace had Down syndrome and she was a complete gift from God. + +02:54.920 --> 02:57.480 +Anybody who knows somebody would Down syndrome knows that. + +02:57.480 --> 03:04.280 +Most people think that Down syndrome people, they are very slow and whatever your perception + +03:04.280 --> 03:05.280 +is. + +03:05.280 --> 03:11.320 +In fact, we had people write to us after Grace died and said, well, now that she's in heaven, + +03:11.320 --> 03:14.720 +she doesn't have Down syndrome, which they don't get it. + +03:14.720 --> 03:18.200 +I personally think everybody in heaven has Down syndrome. + +03:18.200 --> 03:21.000 +Don't rake to me saying I don't get that. + +03:21.000 --> 03:23.880 +I don't know what heaven is like. + +03:23.880 --> 03:29.680 +I just know that Grace is there and I know that she's lifting the spirits of everybody + +03:29.680 --> 03:31.720 +that is there, which is wonderful. + +03:31.720 --> 03:36.400 +Can you expand on that a little bit more without causing too much pain? + +03:36.400 --> 03:38.560 +What about her? + +03:38.560 --> 03:43.360 +So you say that as if people think that they're not real people and I know that that's not + +03:43.360 --> 03:44.360 +true. + +03:44.360 --> 03:50.880 +Grace is a, sorry, I say was, he was because he's retired, a special ed teacher and so + +03:50.880 --> 03:59.600 +I grew up knowing a lot of the spectrum of cognitive abilities that are there and can + +03:59.600 --> 04:06.760 +be there and it's extraordinary how vehemently my father would argue that all of those kids + +04:06.760 --> 04:07.760 +are there. + +04:07.760 --> 04:08.760 +Absolutely. + +04:09.760 --> 04:11.120 +Yeah, I can go into it. + +04:11.120 --> 04:12.120 +I'd love to do that. + +04:12.120 --> 04:14.280 +That was my favorite part of any show. + +04:14.280 --> 04:21.800 +So Grace, first of all, she had a love that you can't get. + +04:21.800 --> 04:29.240 +You can't get because we become very judgmental the older we get and she did not have that. + +04:29.240 --> 04:34.600 +She approached every single person as a gift and so she just loved everybody. + +04:34.600 --> 04:37.320 +So that was pretty neat. + +04:37.320 --> 04:41.800 +As you look at the details, one of the things that happened to Cindy, my wife's name is + +04:41.800 --> 04:45.800 +Cindy and I, is that God blinded us to her disability. + +04:45.800 --> 04:51.440 +So we just did everything with her as if the sky was the limit and so I taught her how + +04:51.440 --> 04:52.440 +to drive. + +04:52.440 --> 04:54.800 +She deer hunted with me. + +04:54.800 --> 04:58.800 +She played violin at our daughter Jessica's wedding. + +04:58.800 --> 05:05.680 +She rode a horse, she could public speak and she was a great joke teller but I want to show + +05:05.680 --> 05:06.680 +you something. + +05:06.680 --> 05:09.640 +I had this for my own podcast this morning. + +05:09.640 --> 05:10.640 +I shared this. + +05:10.640 --> 05:16.120 +I keep this in my wallet and it will kind of give you a sense of Grace. + +05:16.120 --> 05:19.840 +So you'll be able to see this when I hope, when I hold it up. + +05:19.840 --> 05:24.360 +So you see what it says is, so this is just a little card, you know, when she gave me + +05:24.360 --> 05:27.200 +my Christmas gift and this was just a tad. + +05:27.200 --> 05:28.800 +So it says to earthly dad. + +05:28.800 --> 05:34.400 +So she called the earthly dad from Grace Emily and you see, you know, how creative she is + +05:34.400 --> 05:40.880 +with her signature and then, you know, the hearts and that's just who she was. + +05:40.880 --> 05:47.880 +And she did elaborate cards that were just, they were all masterpieces was really, really + +05:47.880 --> 05:48.880 +something. + +05:48.880 --> 05:55.640 +And then, you know, on top of her love, she had a sense of humor. + +05:55.640 --> 06:01.880 +I taught her my dry, literal sense of humor and I'll just, you know, I'll give credit + +06:01.880 --> 06:03.240 +to my son. + +06:03.240 --> 06:07.680 +My son Travis is the one who got me into this when he was really little. + +06:07.680 --> 06:12.840 +You know, he would, he would look at things literally and so this literal sense of humor + +06:12.840 --> 06:15.840 +became kind of our, our family mantra. + +06:15.840 --> 06:21.320 +So he, he's when back when there was newspapers, you know, he, I was reading the newspaper + +06:21.320 --> 06:26.000 +one morning and he wants me to do whatever and I said, Travis, I'll, I'll be there in + +06:26.000 --> 06:27.000 +a minute. + +06:27.000 --> 06:30.040 +And he said to me, Dad, how come when people say a minute, they really don't mean it. + +06:30.480 --> 06:34.560 +I thought, Oh my gosh, I mean, this, in this started to become, we started looking for + +06:34.560 --> 06:39.440 +this stuff and it's, it's a hoot when you start looking for literal things, like look + +06:39.440 --> 06:45.600 +at expiration dates on, you know, the expiration date isn't just a date than most things. + +06:45.600 --> 06:47.840 +It's an exact timestamp. + +06:47.840 --> 06:55.120 +You know, so the cheese expires on March 13th at 2204, you know, it isn't at, you know, + +06:55.120 --> 06:59.160 +it just didn't say, you know, so you start looking at these details, you think, Oh my + +06:59.160 --> 07:02.440 +gosh, I had to just be inhaling that cheese a minute before, you know, because it's going + +07:02.440 --> 07:04.560 +to expire at 2204. + +07:04.560 --> 07:05.560 +It's over. + +07:05.560 --> 07:06.560 +Right. + +07:06.560 --> 07:09.480 +Anyway, so Grace, she picked up on this and it was just a blast. + +07:09.480 --> 07:14.680 +So one time we're right in the truck and she says to me, she hears the pigly wiggly jingle. + +07:14.680 --> 07:15.680 +Yeah. + +07:15.680 --> 07:18.360 +And so most people are familiar with it, but you know, I'm not going to sing it because + +07:18.360 --> 07:21.720 +I don't have that voice, but it's, you know, pig, pigly wiggly shop the pig. + +07:21.720 --> 07:22.720 +So we're driving the truck. + +07:22.720 --> 07:23.720 +She's a dad. + +07:23.720 --> 07:25.280 +That doesn't make any sense. + +07:25.280 --> 07:27.240 +I said, what do you mean, Grace? + +07:27.240 --> 07:29.440 +She said, well, you can't shop a pig. + +07:29.440 --> 07:32.680 +First you shoot the pig, then you eat the pig, but you don't shop a pig. + +07:32.680 --> 07:33.680 +Yeah. + +07:33.680 --> 07:41.280 +So anyway, yeah, she just, she was, she was special things, strange things happened. + +07:41.280 --> 07:44.920 +You know, I never knew what was going to happen with her either, Jonathan. + +07:44.920 --> 07:51.320 +So we had Grace, my wife went to, Oh gosh, I should tell this story. + +07:51.320 --> 07:56.360 +So you're not, is this, is this show G rated or can we go a little bit out there? + +07:56.360 --> 07:57.760 +Oh, you can go a little bit out there. + +07:57.760 --> 07:58.760 +It's okay. + +07:58.760 --> 08:00.760 +So this one I've never told. + +08:00.760 --> 08:05.680 +Oh my gosh, I told this, uh, strangely I told that at her funeral, but as I'm going + +08:05.680 --> 08:08.800 +to tell you, uh, so this is how Grace was. + +08:08.800 --> 08:15.160 +So my wife had a hip replacement in September of 2016. + +08:15.160 --> 08:20.760 +And we went to the doctor in January of 2017 for a checkup. + +08:20.760 --> 08:22.920 +So all three of us are in the doctor's office. + +08:22.920 --> 08:24.240 +You got to have a picture here now. + +08:24.240 --> 08:26.480 +So the doctor, so I'm going to set up the room. + +08:26.480 --> 08:29.800 +The doctor is in the front of the room. + +08:29.800 --> 08:35.200 +And then to his right, there's a computer screen with the x-ray of my wife's hip. + +08:35.200 --> 08:40.040 +So he's going to do an evaluation post hip replacement to show us what's going on. + +08:40.040 --> 08:46.520 +Then on the, the wall, um, next to the screen, going down, you know, away from the doctor + +08:46.520 --> 08:50.360 +is my wife is sitting, then Grace is sitting and I'm sitting. + +08:50.360 --> 08:57.360 +So now we've got the, the screen with the, the hip picture on and Grace turns to me. + +08:57.360 --> 09:09.200 +And she said, dad, don't be looking at the crotch area and the doctor, the doctor says + +09:09.200 --> 09:10.200 +nice. + +09:10.200 --> 09:11.200 +That. + +09:11.200 --> 09:12.200 +Oh my gosh. + +09:12.200 --> 09:13.440 +Yeah, this is how she was. + +09:13.440 --> 09:18.120 +I mean, she was so observant and I mean, why, of course that's what you're looking at is, + +09:18.120 --> 09:21.880 +you know, you're going to look at a hip or a crotch, you know, what, what choice is it, + +09:21.880 --> 09:22.880 +right? + +09:22.880 --> 09:25.160 +Anyway, that was a rapid trail. + +09:25.160 --> 09:29.800 +I wasn't planning on going down, but, you know, it's, uh, it's exactly what I was getting + +09:29.800 --> 09:36.440 +at, I guess, is that it's, um, uh, you mentioned on when I, when I was on your podcast that, + +09:36.440 --> 09:43.320 +that thousands of down syndrome babies are, are aborted every year now. + +09:43.320 --> 09:50.000 +I, I guess I, somewhere in the back of my head, I knew that that would in theory be + +09:50.000 --> 09:55.000 +an option if you had amniocentesis and you found that, that anomaly that you could make + +09:55.000 --> 09:56.000 +that decision. + +09:56.000 --> 10:02.480 +But I guess I had never looked into the numbers of, of children that are, it's just extraordinary + +10:02.480 --> 10:03.480 +to me. + +10:03.480 --> 10:09.120 +And I, I know I mentioned this on your podcast or if I didn't, but isn't there and you must + +10:09.120 --> 10:10.120 +be aware of this. + +10:10.120 --> 10:17.360 +There's a, a French leader from long ago who had a down syndrome daughter, um, who he + +10:17.360 --> 10:22.960 +cherished his whole life, like, um, is it Francis De Gaulle? + +10:22.960 --> 10:23.960 +I don't know. + +10:23.960 --> 10:25.360 +This is news to me. + +10:25.360 --> 10:31.280 +You have to look it up because he wrote poetry about her and stuff and, uh, spoke as highly + +10:31.280 --> 10:38.280 +of her as you do of your daughter in the same, you know, almost a soul that was impossible + +10:38.360 --> 10:45.720 +to, to, to, uh, distract, you know, uh, it's, it's, it's incredible. + +10:45.720 --> 10:51.560 +Um, I find that testimony to be really important from the simple perspective that it is matched + +10:51.560 --> 10:56.920 +by anyone else who's had the blessing of having someone like Grace in their life. + +10:56.920 --> 10:59.120 +I mean, there's no other stories. + +10:59.120 --> 11:01.280 +I don't, I don't know. + +11:01.280 --> 11:07.680 +I, I, well, our whole life became, uh, Charles De Gaulle, after a while, which was pretty + +11:07.680 --> 11:08.680 +neat. + +11:08.680 --> 11:11.960 +I mean, um, you know, just share, I'll share this. + +11:11.960 --> 11:16.800 +And I want to go to that statistic about down syndrome kids being murdered in the womb + +11:16.800 --> 11:23.800 +because it really opens up, um, the, you know, this, this, Grace's murder, it started with + +11:23.800 --> 11:24.800 +down syndrome. + +11:24.800 --> 11:28.560 +And you know, as I see what's going on, you know, it's, it's way bigger than that. + +11:28.560 --> 11:31.400 +But this idea of the amniocentesis I want to come back to. + +11:31.400 --> 11:36.400 +But, you know, I just want to share this in, in just clothing up the, the background + +11:36.400 --> 11:40.240 +of Grace is the first couple of years of her life. + +11:40.240 --> 11:45.960 +Um, there's many times I, you know, you start processing as the dad, okay, she's never + +11:45.960 --> 11:46.960 +going to get married. + +11:46.960 --> 11:49.440 +She's never going to live alone, you know, all these negative things. + +11:49.440 --> 11:53.840 +And I would get, you know, I'd cry because I thought she's never going to experience + +11:53.840 --> 11:56.800 +the things that I've been able to experience. + +11:56.800 --> 12:02.840 +And as, you know, Grace grew older and you realize what her abilities were versus her + +12:02.840 --> 12:08.640 +disability, I changed my complete frame of reference and I thought, I wish I had down + +12:08.640 --> 12:09.640 +syndrome. + +12:09.640 --> 12:13.880 +Well, then I really should apologize for saying that to all the parents out there who I'm + +12:13.880 --> 12:16.480 +sure go through something that I don't understand. + +12:16.480 --> 12:18.720 +So that, that was a little naive of me to say. + +12:18.720 --> 12:21.240 +So I appreciate you for that clearing that up. + +12:21.240 --> 12:23.920 +Well, it's just, she was, she was a gift. + +12:23.920 --> 12:30.920 +I mean, I, you know, I have lots of problems and they're, you know, they're self-inflicted + +12:30.920 --> 12:36.160 +because, you know, we want to control everything and Grace was the opposite. + +12:36.160 --> 12:41.880 +And that's why I thought, you know, I, after I realized what we had with her, you know, + +12:41.880 --> 12:46.740 +I thought I wish I had down syndrome, you know, she, once she understood that she had + +12:46.740 --> 12:50.280 +down syndrome, she saw herself as special. + +12:50.280 --> 12:53.640 +And we, we saw her as special and she was special. + +12:53.640 --> 12:59.760 +Anyway, this idea of the amniocentesis, what's going on is in the United States, 90% of + +12:59.760 --> 13:03.320 +down syndrome babies are aborted right now. + +13:03.320 --> 13:10.760 +And what I have discovered and what the idea of the amniocentesis led to is the business + +13:10.760 --> 13:13.080 +of standards of care. + +13:13.080 --> 13:18.600 +So we know with COVID, you know, you've become a COVID expert, I'm somewhat of a COVID expert, + +13:18.600 --> 13:23.480 +and I'm below that, below you, but I've expanded way beyond COVID. + +13:23.480 --> 13:30.120 +And it's because what, what COVID did was incentivize standards of care directly. + +13:30.120 --> 13:36.120 +So direct payments, but this business of standards of care has been around for decades. + +13:36.120 --> 13:42.480 +I've traced it back to the early 1980s when standards of care started to be written. + +13:42.480 --> 13:47.240 +So standards of care, as it applies to down syndrome, for example, when a young couple + +13:47.240 --> 13:53.480 +gets pregnant, they go into the doctor and the doctor says, congratulations, let's + +13:53.480 --> 13:55.560 +schedule your amniocentesis. + +13:55.560 --> 14:00.760 +And the young couple has no idea what that even is, but you know, they really just care. + +14:00.760 --> 14:05.800 +They've been programmed to ask one question, which is, does my insurance cover it? + +14:05.800 --> 14:08.680 +So their program to trust the white coat, does my insurance cover it? + +14:08.680 --> 14:10.680 +Well, of course your insurance covers it. + +14:10.680 --> 14:12.360 +So they go along with it. + +14:12.360 --> 14:14.160 +Well, the insurance covers it. + +14:14.160 --> 14:20.400 +There's a reason the insurance covers an amniocentesis is because the goal is to hasten + +14:20.400 --> 14:26.360 +death and specifically the low hanging fruit is the elderly and the disabled. + +14:26.360 --> 14:31.880 +So if they can prevent disabled people from entering the planet, that's considered good + +14:31.880 --> 14:35.080 +in this collectivism environment that we're in. + +14:35.080 --> 14:38.800 +So now the amniocentesis results come back. + +14:38.800 --> 14:41.560 +The doctor says, we suspect your son has down syndrome. + +14:41.560 --> 14:43.520 +I recommend an abortion. + +14:43.520 --> 14:47.280 +And if the people don't have any roots, they just go along with the white coat because + +14:47.280 --> 14:48.880 +that's the programming. + +14:48.880 --> 14:55.640 +And so they look at it as they're doing a favor to society that we don't have this burden + +14:55.640 --> 14:58.000 +on society. + +14:58.000 --> 15:02.960 +And just to give you the numbers, Jonathan, we have 135 million Americans on Medicare + +15:02.960 --> 15:04.720 +and Medicaid. + +15:04.720 --> 15:12.000 +That number translates to 50% of the annual federal budget, $3 trillion a year. + +15:12.000 --> 15:18.320 +And so if you've convinced the population of collectivism, so collectivism is the good + +15:18.320 --> 15:24.480 +of the population versus the good of the individual, then when you start overlaying, oh my gosh, + +15:24.480 --> 15:30.120 +they have been working on this for years, writing standards of care to hasten death because + +15:30.120 --> 15:31.960 +people are too expensive. + +15:31.960 --> 15:37.000 +So I've expanded it way beyond the elderly and the disabled to realize standards of + +15:37.000 --> 15:40.240 +care are written on purpose to hasten our death. + +15:40.240 --> 15:42.800 +And I'm going to give you a very specific example. + +15:42.800 --> 15:45.800 +So people think, well, I'm not disabled. + +15:45.800 --> 15:46.800 +I'm not elderly. + +15:46.800 --> 15:47.800 +I'm good to go. + +15:47.800 --> 15:48.800 +All right. + +15:48.800 --> 15:51.400 +Well, let's just apply it to cancer. + +15:51.400 --> 15:57.360 +I'm hosting a radio show on Friday, and I'm going to have an alternative cancer expert + +15:57.360 --> 15:58.800 +on that radio show. + +15:58.800 --> 16:06.800 +Anyway, the thing that I've seen and I see people that should know better, they have + +16:06.800 --> 16:10.760 +something wrong with them, they get a biopsy and it comes back cancer. + +16:10.760 --> 16:11.760 +All right. + +16:11.760 --> 16:16.080 +They don't realize the doctor only has three tools in his tool chest that are paid through + +16:16.080 --> 16:17.360 +standards of care. + +16:17.360 --> 16:20.360 +He can either cut, radiate or chemo. + +16:20.360 --> 16:21.720 +Those are the standards of care. + +16:21.720 --> 16:23.200 +That's it. + +16:23.200 --> 16:27.960 +So then the biopsy comes back, he has the meeting with the patient. + +16:27.960 --> 16:32.080 +And then he says, well, you have cancer, I can schedule your chemo treatment for next + +16:32.080 --> 16:33.080 +week. + +16:33.080 --> 16:34.600 +And again, they're programmed, right? + +16:34.600 --> 16:37.720 +So they're also programmed, cut radiation chemo. + +16:37.720 --> 16:41.080 +They don't realize that there's other alternatives available. + +16:41.080 --> 16:44.800 +So then they say the program question, does my insurance cover it? + +16:44.800 --> 16:46.560 +Well, of course your insurance covers it. + +16:46.560 --> 16:47.560 +Why? + +16:47.560 --> 16:49.400 +Because the goal is to kill you. + +16:49.400 --> 16:51.640 +We got to get that through people's head. + +16:51.640 --> 16:53.800 +The goal is to kill us. + +16:53.800 --> 16:57.480 +When you see that, all of a sudden, your eyes are opened up. + +16:57.480 --> 17:01.800 +And the best thing people can do, I was on another radio show a couple of weeks ago, + +17:01.800 --> 17:07.080 +when a person called in and said, well, what do I do? + +17:07.080 --> 17:11.520 +And I said, the best thing you could do is get rid of your medical insurance. + +17:11.520 --> 17:13.280 +Because that's part of the programming. + +17:13.280 --> 17:17.360 +As soon as you have that burden released, now all of a sudden you start seeing the world + +17:17.360 --> 17:19.360 +through a completely different lens. + +17:19.360 --> 17:23.600 +I'm not letting the insurance company control my health. + +17:23.600 --> 17:25.000 +I'm going to start looking. + +17:25.000 --> 17:26.680 +Now I, OK, I've got cancer. + +17:26.680 --> 17:29.000 +OK, first of all, is that a good or bad thing? + +17:29.000 --> 17:32.040 +I mean, our body is designed to heal itself. + +17:32.040 --> 17:34.240 +All right, so then, OK, is it out of control? + +17:34.240 --> 17:37.400 +All right, well then, what are the alternatives? + +17:37.400 --> 17:38.960 +What's available? + +17:38.960 --> 17:43.560 +Well, you start looking and all of a sudden the world opens up to you as to what's available, + +17:43.560 --> 17:46.640 +because you're not controlled by the system anymore. + +17:46.640 --> 17:50.080 +But anyway, that's how far off the rails I've gone. + +17:50.080 --> 17:52.840 +Yeah, far off the rails is so some people might say it. + +17:52.840 --> 17:57.240 +For me, it really feels like what I characterized at the beginning of the show, + +17:57.240 --> 17:59.040 +which is you are farther along than I am. + +17:59.040 --> 18:04.320 +And when I hear you so succinctly say it, I love this. + +18:04.320 --> 18:09.400 +I'm going to adopt this idea and not adopt it, but start to teach it in this way, + +18:09.400 --> 18:15.000 +that their incentivized standards of care have existed inside of the system for a long time. + +18:15.000 --> 18:22.960 +And now if you see COVID through that lens and how much behavior can be controlled + +18:22.960 --> 18:27.080 +with that one little knob, it's pretty impressive. + +18:27.080 --> 18:31.360 +And and it's an interesting, you know, there are lots of parents, I believe, + +18:31.360 --> 18:34.840 +who might look at their their pregnancies differently, + +18:34.840 --> 18:40.360 +might look at their doctor experiences differently if if they heard this in the correct way. + +18:40.360 --> 18:42.760 +I mean, it was a little shocking for me. + +18:42.760 --> 18:46.240 +Still, I'll be very honest and I'm going to let you talk again when you said it, + +18:46.240 --> 18:48.760 +even in this interview, where we like they're out to kill us. + +18:48.760 --> 18:52.920 +It's it's a really hard thing for everyone to say, and he or said, + +18:52.920 --> 18:56.040 +and I have not actually been saying that, + +18:56.040 --> 18:59.240 +arguing that they don't necessarily need to kill us, + +19:00.680 --> 19:03.560 +but just not take care of our well-being at all. + +19:03.560 --> 19:06.040 +But from the perspective of of + +19:08.680 --> 19:11.600 +I want to get back and keep focused on Grace's story. + +19:11.600 --> 19:20.160 +So how how can we see clearly what they did to people in COVID through Grace's lens? + +19:20.160 --> 19:28.800 +How can we, I mean, because obviously we want to use the word murder when it's murder and and and and so. + +19:28.800 --> 19:36.720 +So what happened after Grace died, so her last day on Earth was October 13th of 2021. + +19:36.720 --> 19:39.600 +And I went into a different hospital three days later. + +19:39.600 --> 19:45.120 +This really helped me, you know, God had a way of orchestrating circumstances so that + +19:45.760 --> 19:50.480 +you you get you can see things through a different lens. + +19:50.480 --> 19:56.000 +And I'm going to I want to go through that circumstance and I want to go through a circumstance that happened in 1968. + +19:56.000 --> 19:59.840 +And then we're going to peel Grace's hospital stay back a little bit. + +20:00.560 --> 20:06.320 +So so Grace died October 13th. I went into a hospital October 16th. + +20:06.320 --> 20:13.760 +That hospital turned me around in 24 hours and they did it because first of all their attitude was different. + +20:13.760 --> 20:18.800 +But second of all, they did what was promised to Grace. + +20:18.800 --> 20:23.840 +So when I agreed to check Grace into the hospital, the Grace was fine. + +20:23.840 --> 20:29.120 +She just had a cold, but the COVID scyop had gotten into my head and the fear took over. + +20:29.120 --> 20:34.640 +And because her oxygen dropped to 88 percent on October 6th, well, you know, this is an emergency. + +20:34.640 --> 20:41.120 +The FLCCC protocol said if your oxygen drops below 94 percent, it makes yourself to the hospital. + +20:41.200 --> 20:48.240 +So I mean, I just saw it as my my duty as a dad did, but it was ultimately fear that was controlling me. + +20:48.240 --> 20:52.880 +And I had to repent of that. Ultimately, though, you know, why did I stop? + +20:52.880 --> 20:58.160 +Sorry. Did you just say that the FLCCC protocol said something about oxygen levels? + +20:58.880 --> 21:02.000 +Yes. Yep. I have that document yet if you want to see it. + +21:02.720 --> 21:08.880 +Yeah. So it said specifically, and I can screen share it if you want to take me just a second to find it. + +21:08.880 --> 21:12.400 +Oh, maybe maybe five seconds. Don't hold me literally to a second. + +21:12.400 --> 21:15.840 +Okay. I'll go ahead and go ahead and give you the permissions right now. Yes. + +21:16.400 --> 21:17.760 +All right. Let me find it done. + +21:18.800 --> 21:23.680 +I don't want to interrupt, Jim. So if you've got to, you know, if you've got a train of thought + +21:23.680 --> 21:28.800 +going, please just go and I wrote it down. I can ask again. Yeah. Too late. + +21:34.240 --> 21:38.480 +I think that's extraordinary to me because 94 doesn't even sound that low. + +21:39.760 --> 21:42.560 +That's going to drive a lot of people into the hospital. + +21:43.600 --> 21:46.240 +Exactly. No, that's, that's right. + +21:50.080 --> 21:56.400 +Holy man. That's that. This is not what I expected to get immediately. + +21:57.760 --> 22:00.640 +We can find it later. Don't worry. Okay. Yep. I've got I've got it here. + +22:01.440 --> 22:03.120 +All right. So I'm going to do a screen share quick. + +22:03.120 --> 22:09.520 +All right. Oh my gosh. Here we go. Scott says. + +22:11.680 --> 22:16.000 +Yeah. So I don't like to go off half cock. There it is. Oh my gosh. + +22:16.000 --> 22:22.240 +Baseliner ambulatory desaturation less than 94% should be prompt hospital admission. + +22:22.240 --> 22:31.360 +Oh, wow. Oh, wow. Yeah. So this was, this was, this is serious stuff. + +22:31.360 --> 22:38.320 +And what I, I've been sharing with people. I did a, I did a mono cast on it that the parallel + +22:38.320 --> 22:46.720 +system is a false prophet. Oh man. Do that is sir. I just, I can't say how important that is. + +22:46.720 --> 22:50.800 +That, that is really important. And I know you know how important it is. But again, + +22:50.800 --> 22:54.400 +you're farther down this road. That's huge. Okay. Go ahead, please. + +22:54.960 --> 23:00.720 +Sorry. Well, this parallel, this is the parallel system is designed to be a false prophet. + +23:01.440 --> 23:05.520 +And this is where, you know, I told you off camera that I'm putting together this series + +23:05.520 --> 23:11.600 +about the false prophet, the false prophet system. And you know, that's what I'm working on now. But + +23:11.600 --> 23:17.920 +anyway, now we got off on the tangent. So grace. Okay. So now God gave me, God puts me in this + +23:17.920 --> 23:23.360 +different hospital and you can't make this up. So now I thought I was going to die on October 16th. + +23:23.440 --> 23:27.360 +I talked with my right hand guy in the business. I talked with my daughter Jess. + +23:29.200 --> 23:34.240 +I thought I thought October 16th was going to be my last day. Well, now the next day I + +23:34.240 --> 23:40.480 +survived the night I was down into the 70 percentile and oxygen overnight. And the nurse + +23:40.480 --> 23:46.240 +came in the next day and she has a, I mean, you've seen these little pill cups. I'll just give it, + +23:46.240 --> 23:50.160 +you know, you know, they have this little cup like something like that and they have pills in it. + +23:50.160 --> 23:55.440 +So she says to me, I want to go through the pill regimen with you. So you know, I'm, I'm, + +23:55.440 --> 24:00.320 +of course, very skeptical of everything. My daughter just died three days earlier. And so I said, + +24:00.320 --> 24:07.680 +what do you have in there? And she said, I have a probiotic, a multivitamin, vitamin C, vitamin D + +24:07.680 --> 24:14.720 +and fish oil. I said, you're shitting me. You guys don't believe in that stuff. And she said, + +24:14.720 --> 24:21.040 +what we do here and her attitude was fantastic. So then, you know, we get talking and, you know, + +24:21.040 --> 24:24.640 +the day I'm starting to improve and, you know, they gave me a budessonite treatment. + +24:26.160 --> 24:32.080 +That's the, that's the inhalable thing, right? Yes, it was fantastic. Also, I mean, I, I started + +24:32.080 --> 24:36.960 +turning around. I was turned around in 24 hours. Well, now it's time. Okay, I'm going to be there + +24:36.960 --> 24:41.600 +for a few days and they've got all these leads on me. I said, yeah, I want to take a shower. + +24:42.560 --> 24:46.480 +And you'll love this. I want to take a shower. And I said, what do I do with all these leads? + +24:47.040 --> 24:51.120 +And she said, well, you can tear them off or I can tear them off. And I said, well, I'm kind + +24:51.120 --> 24:54.640 +of hairy. So I mean, if you wouldn't mind just ripping them off, you know, it's one of those + +24:54.640 --> 24:58.640 +things you don't want to tear them off. And so she starts doing that. And she said, you know, + +24:59.360 --> 25:03.360 +if you would have, if you would have called ahead, we have free waxing. + +25:03.360 --> 25:10.560 +And she would just, she would just joke. She was just jousting with me. That was her sense of + +25:10.560 --> 25:17.760 +humor. Yeah, I see. Wow. And it was, it was just, it was a hospital stay the way that you would + +25:17.760 --> 25:26.640 +envision it. Yes, I see. They cared about me. They listened to me. When I, you know, I had to, + +25:26.640 --> 25:30.000 +you know, now I realized I'm going to make it. They want to keep me longer. I said, listen, + +25:30.080 --> 25:34.960 +I got to check out, you know, we got to, my daughter died in, you know, so they worked with me to + +25:34.960 --> 25:40.400 +get me home earlier than what they wanted. Everything, just the way I didn't have to argue with them + +25:40.400 --> 25:47.920 +once. There was no arguments. In Grace's stay, you know, there, the argument started early on, + +25:47.920 --> 25:52.960 +where I started challenging things. So for example, so Grace's, you know, first + +25:52.960 --> 25:58.880 +folding in the hospital was October 7th. On October 9th, I started feeding Grace and the nurse came + +25:58.880 --> 26:02.880 +running in and said, you can't do that. I said, what's the reason? She said, well, her oxygen + +26:02.880 --> 26:08.320 +level is only at 85%. I said, well, I processed that. I didn't say anything right away. But I + +26:08.320 --> 26:14.320 +thought, okay, yeah, I mean, the oxygen is important, right? So then I put on, I had a pulse ox in the + +26:14.320 --> 26:21.840 +room. And because I had everything for me to get COVID in Grace's room. So I put the finger meter + +26:21.840 --> 26:27.760 +on Grace and I read 95%. So I called the nurse back in. And I said, is my finger meter accurate? + +26:27.760 --> 26:33.520 +She said, yes, it is. I said, well, why is my meter reading 95% and yours is reading 85%? + +26:34.160 --> 26:37.920 +And she said, well, because the leads get sweaty. I said, well, if you know that, + +26:37.920 --> 26:43.680 +why aren't you proactively changing out the leads? Given this is the primary tool you're using to + +26:43.680 --> 26:49.280 +manage my daughter's care. And then she shook her finger at me and said, you should just be + +26:49.280 --> 26:54.960 +thankful you caught this. So this adversarial relationship was like this in the hospital, + +26:54.960 --> 27:00.480 +ultimately, on the morning of October 10, I had demanded a meeting with the + +27:02.400 --> 27:07.680 +attending physician. But instead of meeting with me, he sent in the head nurse with an armed guard + +27:07.680 --> 27:14.000 +in it. And I was taken out by an armed guard the morning of October 10. Well, then as we go + +27:14.000 --> 27:20.240 +further into the state, now we hired an attorney to get my daughter Jessica in as a replacement + +27:20.240 --> 27:27.040 +advocate. My wife Cindy couldn't do it because she was really sick. So Jessica's now we had 47 + +27:27.040 --> 27:33.280 +hours without advocacy during that 47 hours, they sedated Grace instead of taking care of her. + +27:34.400 --> 27:41.680 +So when it comes to Grace's last day, what happened is that we turned the page to her last day of the + +27:41.680 --> 27:46.960 +doctor called Cindy and I in the morning about little after 10 o'clock. We're talking to him + +27:46.960 --> 27:52.160 +on the phone and the purpose of his call was to follow up on a call he had with us the night before. + +27:52.160 --> 27:57.920 +And what he wanted to do was convince us to give the hospital a preauthorization for a ventilator. + +27:58.800 --> 28:03.280 +And I had already researched ventilators. I became wise to ventilators during Grace's + +28:03.280 --> 28:11.440 +hospital stay. So we already knew no ventilators. So we say no to the ventilator. This is the fifth + +28:11.440 --> 28:17.680 +request. So we said no. And yeah, my suspicion is he knew we were going to say no because of our + +28:17.680 --> 28:24.000 +prior history and they put plan B in place right away. So he switched gears as soon as we said no + +28:24.000 --> 28:29.200 +and said, well, Grace said such a good day yesterday. Let's work on nutrition. And let's get her out of + +28:29.200 --> 28:35.120 +bed so that she can be home in the next three or four days. Well, you know, getting her out of bed + +28:35.600 --> 28:42.800 +is a key thing because before he even got on the phone call with us, Jonathan, he had strapped + +28:42.800 --> 28:49.200 +Grace down to the bed and made her defecate in the bed. So he was lying. Then while we were on the + +28:49.200 --> 28:55.280 +phone call with him, he increased the dose of the sedation med presidex to the maximum allowable + +28:55.280 --> 28:59.680 +dose while he's telling us Grace said such a good day. Let's get her out of bed. All this positive + +28:59.680 --> 29:05.280 +stuff. Let's get up. He convinced us to do a feeding tube, but he maxed out the dose of the + +29:05.280 --> 29:11.120 +sedation med while we're on the phone and then simultaneous with hanging up the phone, he put + +29:11.120 --> 29:18.560 +an illegal do not resuscitate order on her chart. My suspicion is he thought the presidex was going + +29:18.560 --> 29:25.840 +to kill Grace because the 1048 max dose presidex 1056 that day eight minutes later, the DNR order. + +29:25.920 --> 29:31.120 +Well, then it didn't kill Grace. And what they ended up doing the short story is they combined, + +29:31.120 --> 29:36.480 +then they added Lorazepam and morphine to the mix, which that med combination is what you use + +29:36.480 --> 29:41.760 +to euthanize somebody in their last hour of life in hospice care. And they combined those meds in + +29:41.760 --> 29:48.160 +a 29 minute window. And after they gave Grace that combination, she was dead an hour and 13 + +29:48.160 --> 29:54.400 +minutes later, an hour and 12 minutes later. And you know, when it came time to revive Grace, + +29:54.400 --> 30:00.000 +if you read the the morphine package insert, you would see that those meds are contraindicated. + +30:00.000 --> 30:04.560 +They're supposed to keep the reversal drug bedside and monitor the patient. Well, they had no intention + +30:04.560 --> 30:10.560 +of doing that. And so once they gave Grace morphine, no doctor or nurse step foot in the room. Jessica + +30:10.560 --> 30:18.480 +was in the room. She felt Grace get cold. The the 20 year ICU nurse said to Jess from outside the + +30:18.480 --> 30:23.360 +room, she wouldn't even come in the room. That's normal. Just cover with a blanket. And when Grace's + +30:23.360 --> 30:30.320 +number started to tank, she Jessica called Cindy and I at 718. They gave the final dose was given + +30:30.320 --> 30:36.320 +to Grace at 615 at 718. An hour and three minutes later, Jessica's seeing these numbers tank and + +30:36.320 --> 30:41.280 +she called us on a FaceTime call panicking. And she said, dad, Grace's numbers are dropping + +30:41.280 --> 30:46.560 +like crazy. I said, get the nurses in. But we're clueless. And she said, dad, I've been trying. + +30:46.560 --> 30:50.960 +They won't come in. So we started screaming, save our daughter. And this is when we learned + +30:50.960 --> 30:57.280 +she's DNR because from outside the room with a guard outside the room, they haul her back. + +30:57.280 --> 31:03.280 +She's DNR. And we hollered. She's not DNR. Save our daughter. And they refused. Nobody would come + +31:03.280 --> 31:11.600 +in the room. And we watched her die on that FaceTime call at 727 on October 13th. Even that, Jonathan, + +31:12.320 --> 31:17.520 +I thought, you know, strangely, I mean, now when I see it, it's so obvious. But I thought it was an + +31:17.600 --> 31:24.000 +accident. So after I got out of the hospital, a doctor that my wife and I know, she said, Scott, + +31:24.000 --> 31:28.640 +you better get the records because something, I think something nefarious happened. So I got + +31:28.640 --> 31:34.880 +the records and as God would have it, we had all the records to evaluate Grace's story four days + +31:34.880 --> 31:40.000 +later. So on November 4th, we had all the records. So the doctor and I sat down, we went through the + +31:40.000 --> 31:46.880 +records, we spent about 100 hours, we put everything together. And then I sent it to the hospital via + +31:46.880 --> 31:53.280 +patient relations on November 8th and requested a meeting with the CEO of the hospital and the + +31:53.280 --> 31:58.720 +doctor, figuring they would want to know what they did so that history doesn't repeat itself. + +31:59.360 --> 32:04.000 +On November 2nd, they sent a an email back said, we're not going to meet with you. + +32:05.200 --> 32:11.760 +And that started the process of waking up. Ultimately, I didn't conclude that Grace was murdered until + +32:11.760 --> 32:17.840 +April the following year. So April of 22, a pharmacist whistleblower came forward. + +32:18.960 --> 32:25.360 +We had done billboards and our billboards got national attention and she saw them via Gateway + +32:25.360 --> 32:31.360 +Pundit. And she called me and she said, I'm a nurse or I'm a pharmacist. And you know, what's + +32:31.360 --> 32:37.200 +happening here, Scott, is that she said, I'm thinking about quitting and becoming a whistleblower + +32:37.200 --> 32:43.280 +because what's going on is these med combinations, like they gave Grace, this is what they're doing + +32:43.280 --> 32:49.600 +all the time. But I won't sign off on them. She said, Scott, the process is the doctor orders the + +32:49.600 --> 32:55.840 +meds. The pharmacist has to sign off. Then because the meds are contraindicated and alarm has to be + +32:55.840 --> 33:01.680 +overridden. And in Grace's case, a 20 year ICU nurse is the one who gave her the meds. So that + +33:01.680 --> 33:08.800 +four step combination got me on that phone call with this pharmacist got me to realize, oh my gosh, + +33:08.800 --> 33:15.840 +Grace was murdered. And that's when I really got into it. Can I clarify this again? Are you saying + +33:15.840 --> 33:20.960 +because I used to be a pharmacy technician at a hospital in Chicago for a year I worked in the + +33:20.960 --> 33:26.720 +operating room, I used to put scrubs on, I used to carry bags of stuff that I loaded for the + +33:26.800 --> 33:33.280 +operating room back to the operating rooms, hand them off to anesthesiologists. Are you saying that + +33:33.280 --> 33:38.240 +in the computer system itself, there should have been a red flag that they had to actually manually + +33:38.240 --> 33:45.840 +tick over? That's what she told me. Yes. That the because the meds are contraindicated. So that's + +33:45.840 --> 33:51.120 +the day when I realized Grace was murdered. And you know, now I've, you know, I've been researching, + +33:51.120 --> 33:58.080 +you know, either, you know, the lawsuit research and podcasts, you know, you know, 75 to 90 + +33:58.080 --> 34:03.280 +hours a week. Well, you're just to finish what she told me, she said, Scott, I won't sign these + +34:03.280 --> 34:10.320 +orders like they did on Grace. So what they do to get around me is they wait until my shift is over. + +34:10.320 --> 34:16.240 +And the next pharmacist who comes on, they don't have the same conscience as I do. So they will + +34:16.240 --> 34:23.360 +sign sign the order. And so any she ended up leaving and became a whistleblower. After that + +34:23.360 --> 34:28.480 +conversation that, you know, I encourage her just, you know, you got to speak out. And the only way + +34:28.480 --> 34:33.600 +you you you got to you can't just keep this close to the vast, you got to tell the world what's going + +34:33.600 --> 34:41.040 +on. And she she's gotten out and there's been she's been speaking out and a lot lower level, + +34:41.040 --> 34:45.280 +but I mean, she's still speaking out, which is what I think doctors and nurses should be doing. + +34:45.280 --> 34:51.200 +The ones that are awake. Do you have a list anywhere of some of these + +34:51.200 --> 34:56.800 +combinations that you guys have identified that are that are useful in this manner in an + +34:56.800 --> 35:03.120 +awful way to say it? Well, the one I'm going to do another screen share with you, this will + +35:03.120 --> 35:08.000 +really blow your mind. Sure. But the you know, the med combination with Grace was Precidex, + +35:08.000 --> 35:12.560 +Lorazepam and morphine. The other med combination is + +35:14.880 --> 35:21.280 +Medazzalam, Medazzalam, fentanyl and Verconium bromide. And I'm going to show you something + +35:21.280 --> 35:25.440 +that's way worse than what I showed you with FLCCC. What was the last one? + +35:27.120 --> 35:31.760 +You said fentanyl, fentanyl, fentanyl, fentanyl, but Dazzalam and Verconium bromide. + +35:32.560 --> 35:42.000 +So give me just a moment. Sure. Sure, please. You got all the time in the universe, my friend. + +35:43.920 --> 35:48.080 +Except the people are being killed on a daily basis. So we should try and right. Well, + +35:48.080 --> 35:51.120 +that's why, you know, that's why we keep speaking all of this because. + +35:51.120 --> 35:56.240 +Wow. + +35:59.440 --> 36:05.280 +It's crazy because Medazzalam is a very well used, well known, they know what that stuff does. + +36:05.280 --> 36:11.760 +It's not any, it's not any surprise. All right, so I'm going to screen share here. Go ahead. + +36:11.920 --> 36:25.120 +Okay. So what, what's happening here? I'm going to show you first. This is from, + +36:25.840 --> 36:34.480 +so this is a Down syndrome lady in Connecticut. Her mom reached out to me and she was showing me + +36:35.520 --> 36:39.920 +this is her medical record. All right. So you see, they were giving, they gave her + +36:39.920 --> 36:47.520 +Medazzalam, fentanyl, and Verconium bromide. You see these, they're, they're listed and, you know, + +36:47.520 --> 36:54.160 +what's, what's strange is not that they gave her these. It's just what, what's the impetus behind + +36:54.160 --> 37:02.400 +it? I want to show you one other thing here if it's on here. Yes. Okay. So you see this, this $22,000 + +37:02.400 --> 37:09.040 +dose for taxa, listen, man, that's a monoclonal antibody, right? For what? No, it's not. It's a, + +37:09.040 --> 37:14.640 +it's a pathway drug that's supposed to open up pathways. It's not a monoclonal antibody. And + +37:15.360 --> 37:21.040 +what? I bet it is. I bet it is. Hold on. Let me think it is. Okay. You would know better than me. + +37:21.040 --> 37:25.760 +Go ahead. That last ending there, MAB is usually a monoclonal antibody. There's no reason why they + +37:25.760 --> 37:29.920 +couldn't use an antibody to do what you just described. It could easily be an activator of + +37:29.920 --> 37:36.640 +receptors or anything like that. Yeah. So this is supposed to open up, you know, your pathways + +37:36.720 --> 37:42.720 +to prevent a cytokine storm. You know, we learned that this, that really isn't designed. It only + +37:42.720 --> 37:46.960 +opens up one pathway in our research. And the reason I went into that research is because + +37:47.680 --> 37:54.560 +the COVID expert on the floor was really pushing this taxa, listen, MAB. And I researched taxa, + +37:54.560 --> 37:59.840 +listen, MAB in Grace's room. And I saw the study showed from the New England Journal of Medicine + +37:59.840 --> 38:05.760 +that the placebo group did better than the drug group. Anyway, it's a monoclonal antibody. + +38:06.640 --> 38:13.360 +It is. It's something that they give to severely people with a lot of bad + +38:13.360 --> 38:20.480 +rheumatoid arthritis, apparently. Well, what's interesting about it as I dug into the public health + +38:20.480 --> 38:28.320 +emergency, you know, which facilitated the FDA putting together emergency use authorization drugs. + +38:29.120 --> 38:37.040 +This was one of the approved drugs. Really? Wow. So then I connected the dots as to why they + +38:37.040 --> 38:42.000 +were trying to put pressure on me to give this drug to Grace when I saw this lady's records, + +38:42.000 --> 38:46.640 +because one, you know, they gave her this one dose on November 19 and it was $22,000. + +38:49.440 --> 38:54.960 +Oh, yeah, here it says right here. It's also used to treat coronavirus disease and hospitalized + +38:55.040 --> 38:59.280 +patients who are receiving systemic cortical steroids and requiring supplemental oxygen + +38:59.280 --> 39:07.040 +mechanical ventilation. But they don't really explain why. I guess it decreases this cytokine + +39:07.040 --> 39:12.320 +release syndrome. I don't know. That sounds scary to me. That was the theory that they were trying + +39:12.320 --> 39:17.760 +to tell me. But it's, it's, you know, my research showed that the motivation was the financial + +39:17.760 --> 39:23.280 +motivation. All right. So now what I have on the screen, you'll see, I want to stop you there + +39:23.280 --> 39:28.800 +just because I think you should hear this. If you're not aware, the intellectual property + +39:28.800 --> 39:33.040 +space of monoclonal antibodies changed at the start of the pandemic because of something that + +39:33.040 --> 39:40.480 +the Supreme Court ruled on. And so basically all the value that was thought to be held by + +39:40.480 --> 39:47.520 +monoclonal antibody patents basically vanished because they, the Supreme Court acknowledged that + +39:47.520 --> 39:54.000 +monoclonal antibody patents are based on biology that's not really as, as well developed as they + +39:54.000 --> 39:58.720 +claimed. And there's this cookie cutter thing that was happening for the last 10 years where they + +39:58.720 --> 40:03.600 +were just writing the patents all the same and saying that they had a new product. And so it + +40:03.600 --> 40:08.960 +could very easily be that they were sneaking this under the, under the gun where they're still + +40:09.520 --> 40:13.520 +charging full price for something that they knew at the end of the pandemic. By the time it was + +40:13.520 --> 40:18.560 +over, they wouldn't be able to charge a dime for it. It's extraordinary, dude. Wow. + +40:18.560 --> 40:27.280 +Makes total sense to me. Wow. Well, this one. So what happened here is this lady's mom + +40:28.000 --> 40:34.240 +glued me in on this. She said, Scott, there was a push by a group of doctors to get + +40:35.040 --> 40:42.080 +and I'll show you the letter here. So I cut the letter down so it can be all on one screen. So + +40:42.160 --> 40:47.600 +you see these doctors, they wrote a letter to, there's X number of states, I don't remember, + +40:47.600 --> 40:57.520 +13 states that end life on death row by lethal injections. So these doctors wrote this letter + +40:57.520 --> 41:05.040 +to the states headed by Joel Zivat. And it says your states are currently holding for use in lethal + +41:05.040 --> 41:14.640 +injection execution. We need these drugs. We desperately need these drugs to treat COVID-19. + +41:14.640 --> 41:21.440 +All right. So what's interesting is so this letter was written April 6th of 2020. That is + +41:22.640 --> 41:27.760 +I found a news report. I was shocked because I thought, well, how come this wasn't reported? + +41:27.840 --> 41:37.520 +So this lady, Rebecca Pryor had done, it actually went on, she would have this on short television + +41:37.520 --> 41:43.680 +blurb. But you can see that she reported on this letter that these doctors wrote on April 14th + +41:43.680 --> 41:51.120 +of 2020, that they're asking the states that allow the death penalty to donate certain lethal + +41:51.120 --> 41:58.560 +injection drugs because they need them for COVID. I can't even believe it. I mean, + +41:58.560 --> 42:06.320 +I'm just, I'm seeing it, but I'm not, I just, it's hard to really, people didn't see this, + +42:06.320 --> 42:14.400 +didn't hear it. Well, I mean, what was the anything that's truth doesn't ever get out into the mainstream, + +42:14.400 --> 42:20.560 +right? So I mean, you'd have to really dig for this stuff. I looked this up the other day for + +42:20.560 --> 42:26.000 +somebody else and her story is still live on the link that I have, but I screenshot it because I + +42:26.000 --> 42:32.960 +wanted it to so I could use it permanently. Interestingly, this guy Joel Zivet, how he figured out + +42:33.600 --> 42:42.080 +this med combination for killing is he went and observed somebody dying by lethal injection. + +42:42.080 --> 42:47.440 +And you see the title, he wrote an article in 2014, he says, the white coat of veil for state + +42:47.440 --> 42:53.120 +killing. And this was, so I mean, that could be a COVID article, right? But he wrote this article + +42:53.120 --> 43:00.880 +because he was so offended by how the the states were killing people with these drugs that he just + +43:00.880 --> 43:07.600 +thought that this was wrong. And then he ends up, he ends up being the lead author on this letter + +43:08.240 --> 43:14.400 +requesting the lethal injection drugs to be used for treating COVID. I mean, this is insane stuff. + +43:15.360 --> 43:21.360 +I mean, I don't know how to out a process that any other way that in 2014, he was already acting + +43:21.360 --> 43:29.120 +on behalf of the state somehow to put up some kind of fake opposition to the killing of people. I mean, + +43:30.880 --> 43:35.840 +Well, it makes total sense in, you know, in how you and I start viewing the world, + +43:35.840 --> 43:39.840 +which, you know, I'd certainly encourage other people to view the world that way. And, you know, + +43:40.240 --> 43:43.760 +I haven't had a couple of things that were on my mind, you know, knowing that you're going to have + +43:43.760 --> 43:49.600 +me on and how you and I, we think differently, right? We think differently than the average bear, + +43:49.600 --> 43:54.240 +which, you know, it's it's a blessing and a curse, but I happen to think it's a blessing because you + +43:54.240 --> 43:59.200 +can see things a different way. It's a curse when you watch movies because you can't watch a movie + +43:59.200 --> 44:04.880 +and enjoy it anymore, right? But anyway, you know, so now, you know, I look at COVID, the whole + +44:04.880 --> 44:14.880 +scyop of COVID, you know, I think that this whole thing is designed, especially now that I see it. + +44:15.440 --> 44:21.920 +Actually, let me just share with you first something that will maybe set this conversation up better. + +44:21.920 --> 44:29.360 +So, I mean, fifth generation warfare is propaganda. Okay, so I just started, you know, when I'm + +44:29.360 --> 44:36.720 +working on this bigger false profit thing, and so I've been processing this further and I call + +44:36.720 --> 44:39.840 +and now I'm calling this I don't I haven't heard anybody call it yet. So you're going to hear + +44:39.840 --> 44:47.120 +for the first thing, thick generation warfare. So what I'm calling sixth generation warfare is + +44:47.120 --> 44:56.080 +things like it. So here's the hypothetical question. Was the power grid set up? Do they + +44:56.160 --> 45:01.840 +realize? Oh my gosh, we can we can shut down people's power. Let's use this to accomplish a goal. + +45:01.840 --> 45:08.160 +Or did they set up the power grid with this goal in mind? Which one? Which one came first, + +45:08.160 --> 45:13.600 +the chicken and egg? So I'm, you know, so that would apply to not just the power grid, but the, + +45:13.600 --> 45:20.240 +you know, the water supply, the internet was all of this stuff set up with the idea that that's how + +45:20.240 --> 45:25.280 +they're going to control us. Or did they realize after it's set up, they can control us with it? + +45:25.280 --> 45:30.000 +Well, I think it was set up with the idea of controlling us all these things. + +45:31.760 --> 45:37.760 +I'm processing and I love it. And I want to I want to this this this idea. + +45:38.960 --> 45:42.560 +Example came to my head and I wonder if you think it might be connected to this and I'm sure you're + +45:42.560 --> 45:50.960 +going to say yes. So I accidentally got trapped in Texas a couple years ago when they had this + +45:50.960 --> 45:57.920 +freak storm and they lost power and all these places. Well, interestingly enough, in the context + +45:57.920 --> 46:01.760 +of who I was hanging out with and I won't give you details because I don't want to out anybody + +46:01.760 --> 46:08.160 +that doesn't like me. In the context of the people that I was hanging out with, there was one person + +46:08.160 --> 46:14.400 +that had cell phone coverage all the time. And the reason why is because there is a network of + +46:15.360 --> 46:21.920 +important people that have their cell phone tower access isn't cut off during an emergency. + +46:21.920 --> 46:29.600 +And this dedicated network is accessible by it would make sense police and and EMS and fire and + +46:29.600 --> 46:35.760 +this kind of thing. But there are also business people and members of corporations and and that + +46:35.760 --> 46:42.800 +are also included in this network. It's a it's a in my mind when this happened. And I was like, + +46:42.800 --> 46:46.880 +how are you still calling? Well, because I got this special phone or I have this special, + +46:46.880 --> 46:53.200 +it was a special SIM card. I was like, so wait a minute, like that means that there are whole + +46:53.200 --> 46:58.720 +people that think that there is a crisis going on, that nobody has cell phone when in reality, + +46:58.720 --> 47:06.160 +there are people who are above it. Isn't that true then? And she said, yes. So if it can happen on + +47:06.160 --> 47:12.560 +a very local scale in Texas, imagine what could be done with a network shutdown in America where + +47:12.560 --> 47:19.120 +certain people still had full access. Yeah, it's it's extraordinary proposition. And it's not a, + +47:19.760 --> 47:26.240 +I don't think it's a conspiracy theory at all, even if you disguised it as redundancy or disguised + +47:26.240 --> 47:32.160 +it as some kind of, you know, national security thing where we have nodes and these nodes are + +47:32.160 --> 47:38.960 +connected in a certain way. Okay, anyway, I interrupted you, go ahead, go. No, I think that's I think + +47:38.960 --> 47:45.920 +that's right on. So when you look at, so you know, you and I would agree that COVID by itself is a + +47:45.920 --> 47:53.200 +SIAP. And yet the country is still focused on everything is either there's two things they're + +47:53.200 --> 48:00.240 +focused on, right? COVID COVID COVID and Trump Trump Trump. All right, so those two things have, + +48:00.880 --> 48:08.400 +you know, probably 99% of the people off track as to what's really going on. So was COVID + +48:09.520 --> 48:15.760 +set up specifically, when you start, I mean, these people who have bought into COVID, I mean, + +48:15.760 --> 48:22.480 +they are so locked into it, you know, the, you know, they had to, you know, it wasn't accident, + +48:22.480 --> 48:27.520 +you know, that's the real theme that they want to promote, that it was an accident. And you know, + +48:27.520 --> 48:36.800 +the layers of deception here. But if COVID was really done to take our eyes off of what they're + +48:36.800 --> 48:44.640 +really doing, it makes total sense. You know, it's it's the esoteric magician. So exoterically, + +48:44.640 --> 48:50.320 +so exoterically, what we can all see is we see, okay, something happened with COVID, + +48:50.320 --> 48:57.680 +we can say, okay, that was a SIAP. But what's really going on? What is what is really the goal? And + +48:59.600 --> 49:06.000 +so for example, if I look at what when you start looking at all the articles, like I sent you one + +49:06.000 --> 49:13.040 +from Steve Kersch. So I see that and I see, okay, well, this is a setup. You know, why do I say + +49:13.040 --> 49:20.160 +it's a setup? Because it's still talking about, you know, the uniqueness of the COVID vaccine + +49:20.160 --> 49:27.920 +versus all vaccines, you know, in multiple layers in that situation. But ultimately, it frames it + +49:27.920 --> 49:35.520 +that if this is about COVID, now it's about a mistake. And their agenda is so big. I watched + +49:35.520 --> 49:39.840 +you and I talked about this on the phone when we first met, I told you I watched the documentary + +49:39.840 --> 49:45.920 +shot dead. And that's about vaccine deaths. And I thought it was well done. And we just got done, + +49:45.920 --> 49:51.040 +my wife and I get done, I said, Pfizer is going to be a sacrifice. And so that's what I saw through + +49:51.040 --> 49:55.920 +that. So you know, how would they bring down somebody as big as Pfizer? Well, it would be on + +49:55.920 --> 50:01.440 +purpose. Why? Because you know, people are waking up that we can't have any faith in our government. + +50:01.520 --> 50:06.160 +Well, we can't have that. So if our government brings down Pfizer, look, I mean, they get a + +50:06.160 --> 50:10.560 +gold star again, where they're back in our good graces, people have short term memory. They don't + +50:10.560 --> 50:17.760 +realize this is a whole scheme. Anyway, no, and you know, there are a couple things that you's + +50:17.760 --> 50:23.920 +mentioned that I just recently picked up on from another thread. And so I want to compliment you + +50:23.920 --> 50:31.600 +on that. The one that you said was, it's like a, it's like a magician stage trick. And one of + +50:31.600 --> 50:36.800 +the things that we are very, I think I've only become recently aware of is that by sending us home + +50:37.520 --> 50:43.840 +and putting us behind our screens, we have essentially been sat down in the audience of a + +50:43.840 --> 50:50.720 +performance where what we see in here is highly controlled and even the angle that we see it from + +50:50.800 --> 50:55.520 +is highly controlled. We can just change our position in the in the world, we would be able + +50:55.520 --> 51:00.480 +to see it. But because they started and put us in front of this screen, they were able to perform + +51:00.480 --> 51:04.960 +a magician's trick where where we think we're paying attention to the things that we're supposed + +51:04.960 --> 51:10.160 +to be paying attention to and somehow we're still fooled. And so your reference to that particular + +51:10.880 --> 51:15.840 +sort of set of tricks is really important because it's a little bit more than propaganda. We were + +51:15.840 --> 51:23.120 +set up to have this, this trick played on us. And so it's, it's a little, I think I always say, + +51:24.080 --> 51:29.840 +at least I'm drawn back to saying that we've got to have a lot of sympathy and, and, and empathy + +51:29.840 --> 51:37.200 +for the people that are still trapped simply because the trap is so diabolical. I mean, it's a, it's a, + +51:38.160 --> 51:47.840 +it's a, it's a wonderful, it's a wonderfully deadly sort of, I mean, I don't know how to express it + +51:47.840 --> 51:55.040 +adequately enough to say how even when you get to where I am, you still have someone like Scott to + +51:55.040 --> 52:00.000 +catch up to and Scott is still peeling back the layers himself. Oh my gosh. Yeah, I don't, I don't + +52:00.000 --> 52:06.960 +know that I have 20% of it. But yeah, I can summarize this idea. I think in there's a, a few other + +52:07.040 --> 52:11.920 +people who have, who have helped me, you know, they, they're ahead of me that I've learned from, + +52:11.920 --> 52:17.360 +which is really, really great. And I don't know who the one that, so this, this phrase I'm going + +52:17.360 --> 52:21.440 +to tell you next is from somebody else. I can't tell you who right now because I don't remember. + +52:22.000 --> 52:29.840 +But they laid this out. I thought it was the best way to say it because there is a, there is a + +52:29.840 --> 52:40.400 +movement right now that is maybe the, so I, I've looked at the, the top three sciops that I've + +52:40.400 --> 52:50.560 +been involved in. So I look at number three is JFK is murder. Number two is COVID and number one + +52:50.560 --> 52:59.200 +is the American dream. So the American dream sciop is really based on the idea that we can + +52:59.200 --> 53:05.280 +become our own gods. You know, weed knowledge is power. And you know, so that becomes this + +53:05.280 --> 53:12.080 +thing. And you know, we, we are chasing this dream, you know, 2.1 kids, 1.7 dogs, no cats. + +53:13.440 --> 53:18.320 +You know, retire when you're 50 and drink beer on the front porch. That whole sciop that we've + +53:18.320 --> 53:23.760 +bought into our, our government's there to protect us. You know, all these things, you know, it's, + +53:23.760 --> 53:31.760 +it's really all a lie. But take a step back. When you start seeing, you know, the article that, + +53:32.800 --> 53:38.400 +that I read this a couple of months ago, it's called Stop World Control. And it's from a group + +53:38.400 --> 53:43.600 +called Stop World Control. And that was happened to be the title of the article also. Anyway, + +53:43.600 --> 53:48.640 +that's what motivated me to do the false prophet podcast that I'm working on now, + +53:48.640 --> 53:53.760 +the monocast, I should say, it's going to be a three part series introduction, then a body + +53:53.760 --> 54:03.200 +and a conclusion. Anyway, the, the introduction. So in this article, it said that Tucker Carlson, + +54:03.200 --> 54:13.600 +Elon Musk, and Joe Rogan all brought Alex Jones on their program to share red pills with the world, + +54:13.600 --> 54:18.960 +that if we can just wake up the world as to what's going on, let's, let's pull back the curtain, + +54:18.960 --> 54:25.760 +let's show the world what's going on, we can all resist this. Okay, as soon as I saw that, + +54:25.760 --> 54:33.040 +I've been working on the idea of Revelation 13, that Satan's two halves, he's got an evil half, + +54:34.000 --> 54:38.560 +the Antichrist system and a less evil half, the false prophet system, they're both laid out in + +54:38.560 --> 54:43.600 +Revelation 13, it's a great chapter, you can see it both with your eyes, you see, oh my gosh, + +54:43.600 --> 54:49.600 +Satan's dualistic nature, he gives us the illusion of choice with this dualistic nature. And then + +54:49.600 --> 54:55.760 +I heard this phrase. And so the build up to this is all to this phrase. And so the, the + +54:56.560 --> 55:07.040 +satanic plan to take down the cabal, or excuse me, the plan to take down the satanic cabal + +55:07.680 --> 55:13.920 +was written by the cabal. Have you heard that before, John? Only from you. + +55:14.720 --> 55:22.880 +Okay. Well, it's not, I didn't come up with it, but it makes total sense, right? The plan to take + +55:22.880 --> 55:29.440 +down the satanic cabal, everybody would agree that the cabal is satanic, right? That's easy to prove. + +55:30.320 --> 55:35.840 +But the plan to take it down was written by the cabal itself. That's, that's Satan's dualistic + +55:35.840 --> 55:42.080 +nature. He has that much power. God said, Jesus said, Satan is the prince of this world. + +55:43.840 --> 55:50.240 +And it's not a joke. I mean, Satan offered the world to Jesus. So Jesus didn't deny that Satan + +55:50.240 --> 55:55.120 +has control of the world. He's got control of it all. That's how elaborate the scheme is. + +55:58.640 --> 56:04.960 +So this presidential election, just to drill it down to the, you know, now, you know, the last two + +56:04.960 --> 56:11.120 +elections I voted for Trump. And you know, I didn't think Trump was some great savior, + +56:11.120 --> 56:16.400 +but I just thought, you know, we surely can't have Clinton in. So I voted for Trump as an + +56:16.400 --> 56:21.280 +anti-Clinton vote. And then all of a sudden by Biden, yeah, of course, we got him. You know, + +56:21.280 --> 56:27.520 +so I voted for Trump twice. Now I see Trump is in on it. And I will not vote in this election, + +56:27.520 --> 56:33.920 +because I see it as the, you know, so you look at COVID as a tool to get our focus off + +56:35.040 --> 56:38.880 +what's really happening. And so is the election cycle in the United States. + +56:38.880 --> 56:52.640 +It's all to get us. It's the magician. I'm not going to participate in that system anymore, period. + +56:55.200 --> 56:59.440 +I don't, I'm just still pondering it because I don't, I don't, I don't, + +56:59.440 --> 57:04.320 +I don't have a good argument for that. Well, they've got us convinced through the American + +57:04.320 --> 57:08.960 +dream that it's our civic duty to vote. And if you don't vote, you don't have a voice and all, + +57:08.960 --> 57:12.240 +it's all a bunch of crap. They're all in on it. Yeah. + +57:13.920 --> 57:20.400 +Look at the, you and I talked about this before, also when we talked the movie Sound of Freedom, + +57:20.400 --> 57:25.280 +you know, everybody's cheering. Now this is a great movie. You know, it's exposing child trafficking. + +57:25.280 --> 57:31.040 +Well, the reality is it's the agenda is substantially deeper than child trafficking, + +57:31.040 --> 57:39.360 +because they didn't expose the trafficking of organs. They didn't expose the sacrificing + +57:39.360 --> 57:46.480 +of child children for a satanic worship. None of that. Okay. And the close of the film, I thought + +57:46.480 --> 57:52.160 +the film was well done. But the close of the film was the hook. And the hook was they had, + +57:52.160 --> 57:58.080 +they had the individual that the film was based on. They showed his testimony in front of Congress + +57:58.080 --> 58:02.960 +in that Congress, we're going to be patting legislation, we're going to crack down on this. + +58:02.960 --> 58:13.360 +Well, my gosh, Congress is in on it. You know, so this is all, you know, this, this, you know, + +58:13.360 --> 58:19.440 +this Truman show idea that we're participating in, you know, it's, it's called the matrix. And + +58:19.440 --> 58:25.120 +I think that's a good term for it. But what we've got to get, we got to get out of that game. + +58:25.680 --> 58:32.560 +And the only way to get out of it is to see this as a spiritual agenda and COVID done in a spiritual + +58:32.560 --> 58:38.080 +agenda, what, you know, when you start looking at things through the lens of what does God think + +58:38.080 --> 58:45.280 +of all of this? That's the only way to get out of the game is to stop participating. I mean, + +58:45.280 --> 58:54.960 +God's command to us is even though that you're in the world, don't be of the world. So the world + +58:54.960 --> 58:58.880 +is the matrix. Don't be in that, you know, that you don't have to participate. + +59:01.600 --> 59:08.480 +And, you know, ultimately, I see, you know, we've had God's shown his judgment in history. + +59:09.200 --> 59:16.480 +And I think he's judging again right now. And he's begging us through COVID as a wake up call, + +59:16.480 --> 59:22.640 +you know, God, of course, allowed nothing happens without God's authority. And so did was God aware + +59:22.720 --> 59:29.600 +of COVID? Well, of course, did God allow COVID? Of course. So he's totally aware of it. So what, + +59:29.600 --> 59:35.680 +what I see it through that lens and I think it's a COVID was a call to repentance. You know, this whole + +59:35.680 --> 59:43.520 +business that, you know, the false prophet side, I would say the biggest group involved with the + +59:43.520 --> 59:47.520 +false prophet side, you'll hear them say the great awakening, we're going to have a great + +59:47.520 --> 59:53.280 +awakening. And, you know, so they think that by waking the world up through what's behind the + +59:53.280 --> 59:58.800 +curtain, you know, we're, we're going to solve it. But it's just the other side of the satanic + +59:58.800 --> 01:00:02.400 +coin because it does that wake up doesn't rely on God. + +01:00:11.440 --> 01:00:15.760 +I don't know what to say. I mean, thank you for coming on my show and saying this stuff that I + +01:00:15.760 --> 01:00:26.560 +probably really need to hear. Well, I mean, it's, I'm not, I am no genius. You know, God has given + +01:00:26.560 --> 01:00:34.160 +me this stuff. And how it started, Jonathan was, you know, Vera, I mean, you know, Vera, + +01:00:34.160 --> 01:00:39.360 +she's a friend of both of ours. Well, she really got me started on this because when I was studying + +01:00:39.360 --> 01:00:47.040 +the Holocaust, I started studying the Holocaust in July of 22. And that's when I was turned on to + +01:00:47.040 --> 01:00:52.720 +this term Hegelian dialectic, which I had never heard before. So I started digging into that and + +01:00:52.720 --> 01:01:01.280 +then God showed me, don't use grace's case to expose evil. Because that fits into Satan's playbook. + +01:01:01.280 --> 01:01:08.080 +He has to have the evil exposed. Okay, why? So you think, well, that's crazy. Well, no, it's not. If + +01:01:08.080 --> 01:01:17.520 +you look at this esoterically, it's masterful, the Hegelian dialectic play. So you have a problem + +01:01:17.520 --> 01:01:26.400 +reaction solution problem evil is exposed reaction chaos solution false profit order out of chaos. + +01:01:27.120 --> 01:01:35.920 +So he has to have the evil exposed in order to play the other side of the coin. And so that's why, + +01:01:35.920 --> 01:01:41.120 +you know, I want people to see this as a spiritual agenda. What can we do then once you realize it's + +01:01:41.120 --> 01:01:48.080 +a spiritual agenda is you can repent. And then, you know, we have an obligation once you repent, + +01:01:48.080 --> 01:01:54.240 +you know, did your bonhopper. I think he showed the obligation fantastically. And you know, his + +01:01:54.240 --> 01:02:01.760 +famous words were to not speak as to speak and to not act as to act. And so we all can take action + +01:02:01.760 --> 01:02:06.880 +once we repent. I mean, you see what my action is. I mean, I'm, I'm researching lawsuit. + +01:02:08.320 --> 01:02:13.280 +Yeah, I'm outspoken. Yeah, I just want to, I'll get on any program somebody invites me to. + +01:02:15.040 --> 01:02:16.720 +But I mean, you got to get there through, + +01:02:20.000 --> 01:02:25.120 +you know, two actions look the same, but the heart is different. You got to get there through + +01:02:25.120 --> 01:02:32.480 +repentance. You know, in my specific case, I mean, I had to, you know, my, my fear is what caused my + +01:02:32.480 --> 01:02:39.440 +daughter's death. You know, that's independent of what the doctors did. Okay, so it's two different + +01:02:39.440 --> 01:02:44.320 +things. They have to be held to account. But I mean, first, I had to be held to account. And + +01:02:44.320 --> 01:02:49.840 +if I would not have had the fear, grace would be alive today. Well, then, you know, you start + +01:02:49.840 --> 01:02:57.360 +looking at, oh my gosh, how much have I participated in this matrix idea? You know, way too much. You + +01:02:57.360 --> 01:03:01.440 +know, those are, you know, the American dream. I mean, I was, I chased the American dream most + +01:03:01.440 --> 01:03:09.200 +of my life. I mean, I wasted tons of hours chasing money instead of what I should have been chasing. + +01:03:09.520 --> 01:03:14.800 +I wasted 20 years of my life chasing grants and and + +01:03:16.800 --> 01:03:24.000 +crazy ideas, not that I wasn't pursuing it for good cause or good reason, but I got trapped in a + +01:03:24.000 --> 01:03:31.200 +wrap rate, wrap race of my own two and, you know, I don't know, it's just a very, it's a very, + +01:03:31.200 --> 01:03:37.040 +this is what I do a lot and I didn't realize to see it the way that you're saying it. But + +01:03:37.600 --> 01:03:42.400 +I've been, I've been apologizing a lot on my stream lately for how long I bought into this + +01:03:43.120 --> 01:03:48.560 +and how long I was talking about a lab leak and stuff, which created that fear and spread that + +01:03:48.560 --> 01:03:55.520 +idea around and got a lot of people on board, even if they only saw me once. And so I do have a + +01:03:55.520 --> 01:04:01.200 +lot to be ashamed of and a lot to repent for. And it's a, it's an ongoing thing that I'm wrestling + +01:04:01.280 --> 01:04:07.200 +with. And I don't want this to be about me, but you really have made me have a moment here. And + +01:04:08.720 --> 01:04:15.280 +it's a very humbling moment to to have over and over again through this whole thing for years now. + +01:04:15.280 --> 01:04:23.200 +And it still doesn't stop. Well, I think that's fantastic. I mean, I don't think it's meant to stop. + +01:04:23.200 --> 01:04:29.440 +I mean, God gives us, you know, I read a book one time you'll appreciate this because + +01:04:31.360 --> 01:04:40.400 +you know, from God's way of letting us know when we sin, what's the, what's the reward for repenting + +01:04:40.400 --> 01:04:47.680 +for sin? He exposes another one to us. So it's, it's an ongoing process. You know, what I see. + +01:04:49.120 --> 01:04:55.600 +Yeah, I was originally saw your work on, you know, the Scooby-Doo, how, you know, these layers, + +01:04:55.600 --> 01:05:01.840 +this was, oh my gosh, this was going on two years ago, I think I thought, wow, this guy is + +01:05:01.840 --> 01:05:07.840 +brilliant. And I just enjoyed that, that thought process. And now as I expand it out of COVID and + +01:05:07.840 --> 01:05:13.760 +I start seeing, oh my gosh, I mean, this, this whole, I, you know, I'm not a, I'm not a biologist + +01:05:13.760 --> 01:05:19.440 +or a chemist or, you know, I don't have any qualifications. But I wonder, you know, when I start seeing + +01:05:19.440 --> 01:05:25.600 +people proposing that there's never been a virus. And I think, I think that's true. I don't know, + +01:05:25.600 --> 01:05:33.120 +I have any basis, you know, but it makes total sense. Because what did they do with every virus? + +01:05:33.120 --> 01:05:40.240 +They have a vaccine that's related to the virus. And you know, when you see no vaccine has ever + +01:05:40.240 --> 01:05:46.800 +been tested. And then in 1986, we have Ronald Reagan, who, you know, everybody's duped by Ronald + +01:05:46.880 --> 01:05:52.240 +Reagan signing. But then he signs the worst legislation you could ever have. Well, it makes + +01:05:52.240 --> 01:05:58.400 +total sense. They have to have a bogeyman. So these viruses are the bogeyman. So then they can, + +01:05:58.400 --> 01:06:07.680 +they can vaccinate us. I, I found a clip from 1936 that was the doctor said he's never seen + +01:06:07.680 --> 01:06:12.880 +anybody. So this was back when I would think the majority of people didn't have any vaccinations. + +01:06:12.960 --> 01:06:22.560 +But he said, I never had a patient have cancer who was unvaccinated. And now my wife just sent me + +01:06:22.560 --> 01:06:30.240 +right before you, you and I got on, she just sent me a, which was predictable. Now they have a vaccine + +01:06:30.240 --> 01:06:38.960 +for cancer. Yeah, because this vaccine agenda is, I mean, it's not the whole agenda, but it's a big + +01:06:38.960 --> 01:06:46.080 +piece of the agenda. And they have to create a bogeyman. So anyway, I don't know, I mean, + +01:06:47.280 --> 01:06:53.600 +I'm having a real, it's just to really been such a privilege to discuss this with you, because I + +01:06:53.600 --> 01:07:00.720 +do think you twice now in two weeks, you really challenged me to, to think a little further on this + +01:07:00.720 --> 01:07:07.280 +and see the the spiritual side of it. And it's, you know, I guess I've been kind of hiding behind + +01:07:07.280 --> 01:07:13.840 +the fact that, that for me, the, the biology is enough to convince me that they're lying. But + +01:07:15.120 --> 01:07:19.280 +maybe I've even been a little bit hiding behind the fact that this is deeper than that, that the + +01:07:19.280 --> 01:07:26.400 +biology is just the very beginning of how, yeah, I don't know, I guess, for me, I guess the best + +01:07:26.400 --> 01:07:31.280 +way to just say it succinctly for me is that biology is the way that I came to appreciate God + +01:07:31.280 --> 01:07:36.640 +as manifest instead of something that was in a book or that people talked about. And I felt like + +01:07:36.640 --> 01:07:42.160 +my pursuit of biology for my life, even from when I was a kid was trying to appreciate exactly how + +01:07:42.880 --> 01:07:51.600 +amazing what we've been given is and being able to see the evidence of God in the yard was something + +01:07:51.600 --> 01:08:00.400 +that I guess my grandma and I could see already when I was a kid. And I don't know, I just, I feel + +01:08:00.400 --> 01:08:07.200 +like there's a reason why our paths crossed right now and and the message that you have and the + +01:08:08.240 --> 01:08:14.720 +the challenge that you can present to me as a as a fellow follower of Christ is something very + +01:08:14.720 --> 01:08:20.880 +impressive. I'm really moved by the fact that you joined me today. I didn't expect to be this way. + +01:08:20.880 --> 01:08:28.720 +And I, again, I just, I can't tell my viewers enough how it's important to know who Scott is, + +01:08:29.360 --> 01:08:35.280 +what Scott's story is, what Grace's story is, and how it is a just a tiny, tiny example + +01:08:36.480 --> 01:08:43.040 +of like a window, like a little tiny people in a door that you can look through and start to get + +01:08:43.040 --> 01:08:49.760 +a idea of what has been kept from us as we've been put inside of our house. It's just a little + +01:08:49.760 --> 01:08:56.000 +tiny people of what you can see through Scott is so important. And I knew that when I met him and + +01:08:56.000 --> 01:09:01.760 +I know it even better now. Is there something still that we need to cover yet? Or is this a + +01:09:01.760 --> 01:09:08.720 +good place to kind of wrap it? And you can come on as many times as you want. I think it's a great + +01:09:08.720 --> 01:09:13.360 +place to end. When is your when do you know when your three part thing is going to be done? + +01:09:14.000 --> 01:09:20.560 +Or I'm going to record the first part next week on Monday. And then I've got two speaking + +01:09:20.560 --> 01:09:24.320 +engagements next week that I'm going to be out of town for for five days. So then, + +01:09:25.040 --> 01:09:29.200 +you know, I've got to get the balance scheduled yet. So I just scheduled with the producer, + +01:09:30.560 --> 01:09:34.800 +the introduction to it. So I don't, you know, I don't know exactly what to call it yet, + +01:09:34.800 --> 01:09:38.800 +you know, if it's going to be the false profit agenda or the matrix revealed. + +01:09:40.320 --> 01:09:47.440 +Our amazing grace dot net, right? Yes. Our amazing grace dot net is the, + +01:09:48.080 --> 01:09:54.480 +is the website. Please do all you can to share Scott's work, share this stream, share my + +01:09:54.480 --> 01:10:00.000 +appearance on his stream last time. It seems to have hit some some good chords with people. So + +01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:05.920 +maybe that's another good one to share. Scott, again, thank you so much for being on my show and + +01:10:05.920 --> 01:10:14.080 +sharing your story and Grace's story with us and your your insight into where we need to be. + +01:10:14.960 --> 01:10:21.200 +I just, yeah, I'm so happy that there's somebody like you out there and I hope I hope we can stay + +01:10:21.200 --> 01:10:27.040 +in touch. Well, I plan on staying in touch. You've become, you know, very quickly, you've become + +01:10:27.040 --> 01:10:31.760 +a friend and it's amazing to me. I mean, I just, you know, when we first talked on the phone a few + +01:10:31.760 --> 01:10:37.280 +weeks ago, I thought, wow, this guy gets it. You know, it's so hard to have conversations like that, + +01:10:37.280 --> 01:10:41.920 +but I really appreciate you very much. So thanks for having me. You're very welcome, Scott. I'll see you + +01:10:42.000 --> 01:10:44.160 +again soon. All right, bye bye. + +01:10:45.360 --> 01:10:52.400 +You're gonna move my mouse up here. See you later, Scott. Thank you. So, ladies and gentlemen, + +01:10:52.400 --> 01:10:59.440 +that was, well, what do you want me to say? I needed that. I needed to meet Scott. I don't + +01:10:59.440 --> 01:11:06.160 +know why it happened now, but it did. And it is humbling like getting a boulder landed on your head + +01:11:06.160 --> 01:11:14.960 +when somebody shows you your faith on a new angle. And I think you've all been very aware of how + +01:11:16.880 --> 01:11:24.960 +much I tried to let the biology be the forward facing part of this. But at the heart of this show + +01:11:24.960 --> 01:11:33.120 +is a little kid, biologist, altar boy, recovering Catholic, whatever you want to call me. And you + +01:11:33.680 --> 01:11:39.760 +can't get the God out of a kid anymore. And so the best way for me to have always processed this + +01:11:39.760 --> 01:11:46.320 +is prayer. And I don't always say that on my stream, but Scott will bring it out in you + +01:11:47.040 --> 01:11:52.400 +because you can see it in him. Thank you very much for joining me. I don't think I'll be on later + +01:11:52.400 --> 01:11:57.040 +tonight, but I will be on tomorrow. Thanks very much. 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