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This is a stolen song from an acoustic concert by Eric Johnson in Germany a couple of years
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I'm just using a different set of music to start the show today.
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Ladies and gentlemen, this is Giga Ohm Biological, a high-resistance low-noise information
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brief brought to you by a biologist.
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This illusion that we are trapped in is only sustained through your active participation,
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and my guest this afternoon is someone who knows this truth all too well, and so it's
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a real privilege for me.
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I don't interview very many people on Giga Ohm Biological, usually I'm just ranting
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into the wind, and today I have the privilege of being able to sit back and listen to somebody
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who's a further down this road than most of us are and has more skin in the game than
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most of us have.
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I know that everybody is very familiar with this little logo here, human just like you.
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Hello, my name is Jonathan Cooey, welcome to the show.
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This is Giga Ohm Biological.
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I am interviewing the father of a girl by the name of Grace.
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Scott actually interviewed me last week, and it was a really insightful interview.
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I'll show a link up later on.
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Scott is now on the screen.
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Thank you very much for joining me, Scott.
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It's a real privilege for me to host you and try to get your message and your voice out
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a little farther.
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I apologize for my sort of awkward handling of the music there.
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If you would, I think it's easier for you, you're probably more rehearsed in it than
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I am.
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Introduce yourself and then I'll kind of cue off where if people aren't familiar with
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your work, just assume that because I think I tweeted out last week's podcast after you
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sent it to me on Saturday, but other than that, I've only heard a few hundred comments
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about it.
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I do hear that people have seen it, but I still need to push it a little further and
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I was going to push it after this show as well.
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So go ahead, please, Scott.
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Well, sounds good.
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I'm a nobody.
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I'm just a dad.
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I call myself Grace's dad because of that.
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And what happened is through Grace's murder, ultimately I woke up and we're going to spend
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a lot of time talking about that today because Jonathan says I'm ahead of him.
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I don't know.
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I don't know very many people who are ahead of him, but I have connected some dots that
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I'm shocked and the doors that God has opened up to do that, but it all started with my
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best buddy, Grace.
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Grace had Down syndrome and she was a complete gift from God.
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Anybody who knows somebody would Down syndrome knows that.
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Most people think that Down syndrome people, they are very slow and whatever your perception
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is.
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In fact, we had people write to us after Grace died and said, well, now that she's in heaven,
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she doesn't have Down syndrome, which they don't get it.
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I personally think everybody in heaven has Down syndrome.
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Don't rake to me saying I don't get that.
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I don't know what heaven is like.
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I just know that Grace is there and I know that she's lifting the spirits of everybody
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that is there, which is wonderful.
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Can you expand on that a little bit more without causing too much pain?
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What about her?
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So you say that as if people think that they're not real people and I know that that's not
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true.
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Grace is a, sorry, I say was, he was because he's retired, a special ed teacher and so
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I grew up knowing a lot of the spectrum of cognitive abilities that are there and can
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be there and it's extraordinary how vehemently my father would argue that all of those kids
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are there.
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Absolutely.
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Yeah, I can go into it.
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I'd love to do that.
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That was my favorite part of any show.
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So Grace, first of all, she had a love that you can't get.
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You can't get because we become very judgmental the older we get and she did not have that.
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She approached every single person as a gift and so she just loved everybody.
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So that was pretty neat.
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As you look at the details, one of the things that happened to Cindy, my wife's name is
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Cindy and I, is that God blinded us to her disability.
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So we just did everything with her as if the sky was the limit and so I taught her how
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to drive.
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She deer hunted with me.
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She played violin at our daughter Jessica's wedding.
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She rode a horse, she could public speak and she was a great joke teller but I want to show
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you something.
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I had this for my own podcast this morning.
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I shared this.
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I keep this in my wallet and it will kind of give you a sense of Grace.
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So you'll be able to see this when I hope, when I hold it up.
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So you see what it says is, so this is just a little card, you know, when she gave me
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my Christmas gift and this was just a tad.
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So it says to earthly dad.
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So she called the earthly dad from Grace Emily and you see, you know, how creative she is
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with her signature and then, you know, the hearts and that's just who she was.
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And she did elaborate cards that were just, they were all masterpieces was really, really
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something.
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And then, you know, on top of her love, she had a sense of humor.
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I taught her my dry, literal sense of humor and I'll just, you know, I'll give credit
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to my son.
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My son Travis is the one who got me into this when he was really little.
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You know, he would, he would look at things literally and so this literal sense of humor
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became kind of our, our family mantra.
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So he, he's when back when there was newspapers, you know, he, I was reading the newspaper
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one morning and he wants me to do whatever and I said, Travis, I'll, I'll be there in
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a minute.
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And he said to me, Dad, how come when people say a minute, they really don't mean it.
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I thought, Oh my gosh, I mean, this, in this started to become, we started looking for
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this stuff and it's, it's a hoot when you start looking for literal things, like look
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at expiration dates on, you know, the expiration date isn't just a date than most things.
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It's an exact timestamp.
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You know, so the cheese expires on March 13th at 2204, you know, it isn't at, you know,
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it just didn't say, you know, so you start looking at these details, you think, Oh my
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gosh, I had to just be inhaling that cheese a minute before, you know, because it's going
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to expire at 2204.
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It's over.
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Right.
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Anyway, so Grace, she picked up on this and it was just a blast.
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So one time we're right in the truck and she says to me, she hears the pigly wiggly jingle.
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Yeah.
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And so most people are familiar with it, but you know, I'm not going to sing it because
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I don't have that voice, but it's, you know, pig, pigly wiggly shop the pig.
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So we're driving the truck.
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She's a dad.
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That doesn't make any sense.
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I said, what do you mean, Grace?
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She said, well, you can't shop a pig.
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First you shoot the pig, then you eat the pig, but you don't shop a pig.
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Yeah.
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So anyway, yeah, she just, she was, she was special things, strange things happened.
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You know, I never knew what was going to happen with her either, Jonathan.
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So we had Grace, my wife went to, Oh gosh, I should tell this story.
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So you're not, is this, is this show G rated or can we go a little bit out there?
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Oh, you can go a little bit out there.
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It's okay.
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So this one I've never told.
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Oh my gosh, I told this, uh, strangely I told that at her funeral, but as I'm going
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to tell you, uh, so this is how Grace was.
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So my wife had a hip replacement in September of 2016.
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And we went to the doctor in January of 2017 for a checkup.
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So all three of us are in the doctor's office.
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You got to have a picture here now.
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So the doctor, so I'm going to set up the room.
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The doctor is in the front of the room.
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And then to his right, there's a computer screen with the x-ray of my wife's hip.
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So he's going to do an evaluation post hip replacement to show us what's going on.
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Then on the, the wall, um, next to the screen, going down, you know, away from the doctor
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is my wife is sitting, then Grace is sitting and I'm sitting.
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So now we've got the, the screen with the, the hip picture on and Grace turns to me.
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And she said, dad, don't be looking at the crotch area and the doctor, the doctor says
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nice.
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That.
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Oh my gosh.
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Yeah, this is how she was.
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I mean, she was so observant and I mean, why, of course that's what you're looking at is,
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you know, you're going to look at a hip or a crotch, you know, what, what choice is it,
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I wasn't planning on going down, but, you know, it's, uh, it's exactly what I was getting
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that thousands of down syndrome babies are, are aborted every year now.
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an option if you had amniocentesis and you found that, that anomaly that you could make
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But I guess I had never looked into the numbers of, of children that are, it's just extraordinary
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be aware of this.
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There's a, a French leader from long ago who had a down syndrome daughter, um, who he
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cherished his whole life, like, um, is it Francis De Gaulle?
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I don't know.
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This is news to me.
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You have to look it up because he wrote poetry about her and stuff and, uh, spoke as highly
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of her as you do of your daughter in the same, you know, almost a soul that was impossible
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to, to, to, uh, distract, you know, uh, it's, it's, it's incredible.
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Um, I find that testimony to be really important from the simple perspective that it is matched
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by anyone else who's had the blessing of having someone like Grace in their life.
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I mean, there's no other stories.
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I don't, I don't know.
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I, I, well, our whole life became, uh, Charles De Gaulle, after a while, which was pretty
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neat.
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I mean, um, you know, just share, I'll share this.
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And I want to go to that statistic about down syndrome kids being murdered in the womb
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because it really opens up, um, the, you know, this, this, Grace's murder, it started with
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down syndrome.
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And you know, as I see what's going on, you know, it's, it's way bigger than that.
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But this idea of the amniocentesis I want to come back to.
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But, you know, I just want to share this in, in just clothing up the, the background
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of Grace is the first couple of years of her life.
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Um, there's many times I, you know, you start processing as the dad, okay, she's never
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going to get married.
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She's never going to live alone, you know, all these negative things.
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And I would get, you know, I'd cry because I thought she's never going to experience
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the things that I've been able to experience.
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And as, you know, Grace grew older and you realize what her abilities were versus her
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disability, I changed my complete frame of reference and I thought, I wish I had down
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syndrome.
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Well, then I really should apologize for saying that to all the parents out there who I'm
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sure go through something that I don't understand.
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So that, that was a little naive of me to say.
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So I appreciate you for that clearing that up.
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Well, it's just, she was, she was a gift.
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I mean, I, you know, I have lots of problems and they're, you know, they're self-inflicted
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because, you know, we want to control everything and Grace was the opposite.
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And that's why I thought, you know, I, after I realized what we had with her, you know,
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I thought I wish I had down syndrome, you know, she, once she understood that she had
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down syndrome, she saw herself as special.
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And we, we saw her as special and she was special.
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Anyway, this idea of the amniocentesis, what's going on is in the United States, 90% of
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down syndrome babies are aborted right now.
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And what I have discovered and what the idea of the amniocentesis led to is the business
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of standards of care.
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So we know with COVID, you know, you've become a COVID expert, I'm somewhat of a COVID expert,
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and I'm below that, below you, but I've expanded way beyond COVID.
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And it's because what, what COVID did was incentivize standards of care directly.
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So direct payments, but this business of standards of care has been around for decades.
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I've traced it back to the early 1980s when standards of care started to be written.
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So standards of care, as it applies to down syndrome, for example, when a young couple
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gets pregnant, they go into the doctor and the doctor says, congratulations, let's
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schedule your amniocentesis.
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And the young couple has no idea what that even is, but you know, they really just care.
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They've been programmed to ask one question, which is, does my insurance cover it?
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So their program to trust the white coat, does my insurance cover it?
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Well, of course your insurance covers it.
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So they go along with it.
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Well, the insurance covers it.
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There's a reason the insurance covers an amniocentesis is because the goal is to hasten
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death and specifically the low hanging fruit is the elderly and the disabled.
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So if they can prevent disabled people from entering the planet, that's considered good
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in this collectivism environment that we're in.
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So now the amniocentesis results come back.
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The doctor says, we suspect your son has down syndrome.
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I recommend an abortion.
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And if the people don't have any roots, they just go along with the white coat because
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that's the programming.
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And so they look at it as they're doing a favor to society that we don't have this burden
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on society.
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And just to give you the numbers, Jonathan, we have 135 million Americans on Medicare
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and Medicaid.
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That number translates to 50% of the annual federal budget, $3 trillion a year.
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And so if you've convinced the population of collectivism, so collectivism is the good
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of the population versus the good of the individual, then when you start overlaying, oh my gosh,
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they have been working on this for years, writing standards of care to hasten death because
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people are too expensive.
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So I've expanded it way beyond the elderly and the disabled to realize standards of
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care are written on purpose to hasten our death.
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And I'm going to give you a very specific example.
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So people think, well, I'm not disabled.
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I'm not elderly.
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I'm good to go.
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All right.
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Well, let's just apply it to cancer.
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I'm hosting a radio show on Friday, and I'm going to have an alternative cancer expert
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on that radio show.
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Anyway, the thing that I've seen and I see people that should know better, they have
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something wrong with them, they get a biopsy and it comes back cancer.
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All right.
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They don't realize the doctor only has three tools in his tool chest that are paid through
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standards of care.
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He can either cut, radiate or chemo.
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Those are the standards of care.
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That's it.
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So then the biopsy comes back, he has the meeting with the patient.
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And then he says, well, you have cancer, I can schedule your chemo treatment for next
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week.
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And again, they're programmed, right?
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So they're also programmed, cut radiation chemo.
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They don't realize that there's other alternatives available.
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So then they say the program question, does my insurance cover it?
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Well, of course your insurance covers it.
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Why?
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Because the goal is to kill you.
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We got to get that through people's head.
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The goal is to kill us.
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When you see that, all of a sudden, your eyes are opened up.
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And the best thing people can do, I was on another radio show a couple of weeks ago,
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when a person called in and said, well, what do I do?
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And I said, the best thing you could do is get rid of your medical insurance.
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Because that's part of the programming.
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As soon as you have that burden released, now all of a sudden you start seeing the world
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through a completely different lens.
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I'm not letting the insurance company control my health.
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I'm going to start looking.
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Now I, OK, I've got cancer.
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OK, first of all, is that a good or bad thing?
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I mean, our body is designed to heal itself.
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All right, so then, OK, is it out of control?
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All right, well then, what are the alternatives?
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What's available?
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Well, you start looking and all of a sudden the world opens up to you as to what's available,
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because you're not controlled by the system anymore.
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But anyway, that's how far off the rails I've gone.
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Yeah, far off the rails is so some people might say it.
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For me, it really feels like what I characterized at the beginning of the show,
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which is you are farther along than I am.
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And when I hear you so succinctly say it, I love this.
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I'm going to adopt this idea and not adopt it, but start to teach it in this way,
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that their incentivized standards of care have existed inside of the system for a long time.
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And now if you see COVID through that lens and how much behavior can be controlled
|
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with that one little knob, it's pretty impressive.
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And and it's an interesting, you know, there are lots of parents, I believe,
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who might look at their their pregnancies differently,
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might look at their doctor experiences differently if if they heard this in the correct way.
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I mean, it was a little shocking for me.
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Still, I'll be very honest and I'm going to let you talk again when you said it,
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even in this interview, where we like they're out to kill us.
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It's it's a really hard thing for everyone to say, and he or said,
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and I have not actually been saying that,
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arguing that they don't necessarily need to kill us,
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but just not take care of our well-being at all.
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But from the perspective of of
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I want to get back and keep focused on Grace's story.
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So how how can we see clearly what they did to people in COVID through Grace's lens?
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How can we, I mean, because obviously we want to use the word murder when it's murder and and and and so.
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So what happened after Grace died, so her last day on Earth was October 13th of 2021.
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And I went into a different hospital three days later.
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This really helped me, you know, God had a way of orchestrating circumstances so that
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you you get you can see things through a different lens.
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And I'm going to I want to go through that circumstance and I want to go through a circumstance that happened in 1968.
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And then we're going to peel Grace's hospital stay back a little bit.
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So so Grace died October 13th. I went into a hospital October 16th.
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That hospital turned me around in 24 hours and they did it because first of all their attitude was different.
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But second of all, they did what was promised to Grace.
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So when I agreed to check Grace into the hospital, the Grace was fine.
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She just had a cold, but the COVID scyop had gotten into my head and the fear took over.
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And because her oxygen dropped to 88 percent on October 6th, well, you know, this is an emergency.
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The FLCCC protocol said if your oxygen drops below 94 percent, it makes yourself to the hospital.
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So I mean, I just saw it as my my duty as a dad did, but it was ultimately fear that was controlling me.
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And I had to repent of that. Ultimately, though, you know, why did I stop?
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Sorry. Did you just say that the FLCCC protocol said something about oxygen levels?
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Yes. Yep. I have that document yet if you want to see it.
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Yeah. So it said specifically, and I can screen share it if you want to take me just a second to find it.
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Oh, maybe maybe five seconds. Don't hold me literally to a second.
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Okay. I'll go ahead and go ahead and give you the permissions right now. Yes.
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All right. Let me find it done.
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I don't want to interrupt, Jim. So if you've got to, you know, if you've got a train of thought
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going, please just go and I wrote it down. I can ask again. Yeah. Too late.
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I think that's extraordinary to me because 94 doesn't even sound that low.
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That's going to drive a lot of people into the hospital.
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Exactly. No, that's, that's right.
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Holy man. That's that. This is not what I expected to get immediately.
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We can find it later. Don't worry. Okay. Yep. I've got I've got it here.
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All right. So I'm going to do a screen share quick.
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All right. Oh my gosh. Here we go. Scott says.
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Yeah. So I don't like to go off half cock. There it is. Oh my gosh.
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Baseliner ambulatory desaturation less than 94% should be prompt hospital admission.
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Oh, wow. Oh, wow. Yeah. So this was, this was, this is serious stuff.
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And what I, I've been sharing with people. I did a, I did a mono cast on it that the parallel
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system is a false prophet. Oh man. Do that is sir. I just, I can't say how important that is.
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That, that is really important. And I know you know how important it is. But again,
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you're farther down this road. That's huge. Okay. Go ahead, please.
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Sorry. Well, this parallel, this is the parallel system is designed to be a false prophet.
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And this is where, you know, I told you off camera that I'm putting together this series
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about the false prophet, the false prophet system. And you know, that's what I'm working on now. But
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anyway, now we got off on the tangent. So grace. Okay. So now God gave me, God puts me in this
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different hospital and you can't make this up. So now I thought I was going to die on October 16th.
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I talked with my right hand guy in the business. I talked with my daughter Jess.
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I thought I thought October 16th was going to be my last day. Well, now the next day I
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survived the night I was down into the 70 percentile and oxygen overnight. And the nurse
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came in the next day and she has a, I mean, you've seen these little pill cups. I'll just give it,
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you know, you know, they have this little cup like something like that and they have pills in it.
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So she says to me, I want to go through the pill regimen with you. So you know, I'm, I'm,
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of course, very skeptical of everything. My daughter just died three days earlier. And so I said,
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what do you have in there? And she said, I have a probiotic, a multivitamin, vitamin C, vitamin D
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and fish oil. I said, you're shitting me. You guys don't believe in that stuff. And she said,
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what we do here and her attitude was fantastic. So then, you know, we get talking and, you know,
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the day I'm starting to improve and, you know, they gave me a budessonite treatment.
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That's the, that's the inhalable thing, right? Yes, it was fantastic. Also, I mean, I, I started
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turning around. I was turned around in 24 hours. Well, now it's time. Okay, I'm going to be there
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for a few days and they've got all these leads on me. I said, yeah, I want to take a shower.
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And you'll love this. I want to take a shower. And I said, what do I do with all these leads?
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And she said, well, you can tear them off or I can tear them off. And I said, well, I'm kind
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of hairy. So I mean, if you wouldn't mind just ripping them off, you know, it's one of those
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things you don't want to tear them off. And so she starts doing that. And she said, you know,
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if you would have, if you would have called ahead, we have free waxing.
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And she would just, she would just joke. She was just jousting with me. That was her sense of
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humor. Yeah, I see. Wow. And it was, it was just, it was a hospital stay the way that you would
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envision it. Yes, I see. They cared about me. They listened to me. When I, you know, I had to,
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you know, now I realized I'm going to make it. They want to keep me longer. I said, listen,
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I got to check out, you know, we got to, my daughter died in, you know, so they worked with me to
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get me home earlier than what they wanted. Everything, just the way I didn't have to argue with them
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once. There was no arguments. In Grace's stay, you know, there, the argument started early on,
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where I started challenging things. So for example, so Grace's, you know, first
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folding in the hospital was October 7th. On October 9th, I started feeding Grace and the nurse came
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running in and said, you can't do that. I said, what's the reason? She said, well, her oxygen
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level is only at 85%. I said, well, I processed that. I didn't say anything right away. But I
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thought, okay, yeah, I mean, the oxygen is important, right? So then I put on, I had a pulse ox in the
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room. And because I had everything for me to get COVID in Grace's room. So I put the finger meter
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on Grace and I read 95%. So I called the nurse back in. And I said, is my finger meter accurate?
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She said, yes, it is. I said, well, why is my meter reading 95% and yours is reading 85%?
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And she said, well, because the leads get sweaty. I said, well, if you know that,
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why aren't you proactively changing out the leads? Given this is the primary tool you're using to
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manage my daughter's care. And then she shook her finger at me and said, you should just be
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thankful you caught this. So this adversarial relationship was like this in the hospital,
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ultimately, on the morning of October 10, I had demanded a meeting with the
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attending physician. But instead of meeting with me, he sent in the head nurse with an armed guard
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in it. And I was taken out by an armed guard the morning of October 10. Well, then as we go
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further into the state, now we hired an attorney to get my daughter Jessica in as a replacement
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advocate. My wife Cindy couldn't do it because she was really sick. So Jessica's now we had 47
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hours without advocacy during that 47 hours, they sedated Grace instead of taking care of her.
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So when it comes to Grace's last day, what happened is that we turned the page to her last day of the
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doctor called Cindy and I in the morning about little after 10 o'clock. We're talking to him
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on the phone and the purpose of his call was to follow up on a call he had with us the night before.
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And what he wanted to do was convince us to give the hospital a preauthorization for a ventilator.
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And I had already researched ventilators. I became wise to ventilators during Grace's
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hospital stay. So we already knew no ventilators. So we say no to the ventilator. This is the fifth
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request. So we said no. And yeah, my suspicion is he knew we were going to say no because of our
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prior history and they put plan B in place right away. So he switched gears as soon as we said no
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and said, well, Grace said such a good day yesterday. Let's work on nutrition. And let's get her out of
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bed so that she can be home in the next three or four days. Well, you know, getting her out of bed
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is a key thing because before he even got on the phone call with us, Jonathan, he had strapped
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Grace down to the bed and made her defecate in the bed. So he was lying. Then while we were on the
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phone call with him, he increased the dose of the sedation med presidex to the maximum allowable
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dose while he's telling us Grace said such a good day. Let's get her out of bed. All this positive
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stuff. Let's get up. He convinced us to do a feeding tube, but he maxed out the dose of the
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sedation med while we're on the phone and then simultaneous with hanging up the phone, he put
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an illegal do not resuscitate order on her chart. My suspicion is he thought the presidex was going
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to kill Grace because the 1048 max dose presidex 1056 that day eight minutes later, the DNR order.
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Well, then it didn't kill Grace. And what they ended up doing the short story is they combined,
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then they added Lorazepam and morphine to the mix, which that med combination is what you use
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to euthanize somebody in their last hour of life in hospice care. And they combined those meds in
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a 29 minute window. And after they gave Grace that combination, she was dead an hour and 13
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minutes later, an hour and 12 minutes later. And you know, when it came time to revive Grace,
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if you read the the morphine package insert, you would see that those meds are contraindicated.
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They're supposed to keep the reversal drug bedside and monitor the patient. Well, they had no intention
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of doing that. And so once they gave Grace morphine, no doctor or nurse step foot in the room. Jessica
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was in the room. She felt Grace get cold. The the 20 year ICU nurse said to Jess from outside the
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room, she wouldn't even come in the room. That's normal. Just cover with a blanket. And when Grace's
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number started to tank, she Jessica called Cindy and I at 718. They gave the final dose was given
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to Grace at 615 at 718. An hour and three minutes later, Jessica's seeing these numbers tank and
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she called us on a FaceTime call panicking. And she said, dad, Grace's numbers are dropping
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like crazy. I said, get the nurses in. But we're clueless. And she said, dad, I've been trying.
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accident. So after I got out of the hospital, a doctor that my wife and I know, she said, Scott,
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you better get the records because something, I think something nefarious happened. So I got
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the records and as God would have it, we had all the records to evaluate Grace's story four days
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later. So on November 4th, we had all the records. So the doctor and I sat down, we went through the
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records, we spent about 100 hours, we put everything together. And then I sent it to the hospital via
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patient relations on November 8th and requested a meeting with the CEO of the hospital and the
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Pundit. And she called me and she said, I'm a nurse or I'm a pharmacist. And you know, what's
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happening here, Scott, is that she said, I'm thinking about quitting and becoming a whistleblower
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because what's going on is these med combinations, like they gave Grace, this is what they're doing
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all the time. But I won't sign off on them. She said, Scott, the process is the doctor orders the
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meds. The pharmacist has to sign off. Then because the meds are contraindicated and alarm has to be
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overridden. And in Grace's case, a 20 year ICU nurse is the one who gave her the meds. So that
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four step combination got me on that phone call with this pharmacist got me to realize, oh my gosh,
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Grace was murdered. And that's when I really got into it. Can I clarify this again? Are you saying
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because I used to be a pharmacy technician at a hospital in Chicago for a year I worked in the
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operating room, I used to put scrubs on, I used to carry bags of stuff that I loaded for the
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operating room back to the operating rooms, hand them off to anesthesiologists. Are you saying that
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in the computer system itself, there should have been a red flag that they had to actually manually
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tick over? That's what she told me. Yes. That the because the meds are contraindicated. So that's
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the day when I realized Grace was murdered. And you know, now I've, you know, I've been researching,
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you know, either, you know, the lawsuit research and podcasts, you know, you know, 75 to 90
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hours a week. Well, you're just to finish what she told me, she said, Scott, I won't sign these
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orders like they did on Grace. So what they do to get around me is they wait until my shift is over.
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sign sign the order. And so any she ended up leaving and became a whistleblower. After that
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conversation that, you know, I encourage her just, you know, you got to speak out. And the only way
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you you you got to you can't just keep this close to the vast, you got to tell the world what's going
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on. And she she's gotten out and there's been she's been speaking out and a lot lower level,
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but I mean, she's still speaking out, which is what I think doctors and nurses should be doing.
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The ones that are awake. Do you have a list anywhere of some of these
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combinations that you guys have identified that are that are useful in this manner in an
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awful way to say it? Well, the one I'm going to do another screen share with you, this will
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really blow your mind. Sure. But the you know, the med combination with Grace was Precidex,
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Lorazepam and morphine. The other med combination is
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Medazzalam, Medazzalam, fentanyl and Verconium bromide. And I'm going to show you something
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that's way worse than what I showed you with FLCCC. What was the last one?
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You said fentanyl, fentanyl, fentanyl, fentanyl, but Dazzalam and Verconium bromide.
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So give me just a moment. Sure. Sure, please. You got all the time in the universe, my friend.
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Except the people are being killed on a daily basis. So we should try and right. Well,
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that's why, you know, that's why we keep speaking all of this because.
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Wow.
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It's crazy because Medazzalam is a very well used, well known, they know what that stuff does.
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It's not any, it's not any surprise. All right, so I'm going to screen share here. Go ahead.
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Okay. So what, what's happening here? I'm going to show you first. This is from,
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so this is a Down syndrome lady in Connecticut. Her mom reached out to me and she was showing me
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this is her medical record. All right. So you see, they were giving, they gave her
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Medazzalam, fentanyl, and Verconium bromide. You see these, they're, they're listed and, you know,
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what's, what's strange is not that they gave her these. It's just what, what's the impetus behind
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it? I want to show you one other thing here if it's on here. Yes. Okay. So you see this, this $22,000
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dose for taxa, listen, man, that's a monoclonal antibody, right? For what? No, it's not. It's a,
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it's a pathway drug that's supposed to open up pathways. It's not a monoclonal antibody. And
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what? I bet it is. I bet it is. Hold on. Let me think it is. Okay. You would know better than me.
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Go ahead. That last ending there, MAB is usually a monoclonal antibody. There's no reason why they
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couldn't use an antibody to do what you just described. It could easily be an activator of
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receptors or anything like that. Yeah. So this is supposed to open up, you know, your pathways
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to prevent a cytokine storm. You know, we learned that this, that really isn't designed. It only
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opens up one pathway in our research. And the reason I went into that research is because
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the COVID expert on the floor was really pushing this taxa, listen, MAB. And I researched taxa,
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listen, MAB in Grace's room. And I saw the study showed from the New England Journal of Medicine
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that the placebo group did better than the drug group. Anyway, it's a monoclonal antibody.
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It is. It's something that they give to severely people with a lot of bad
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rheumatoid arthritis, apparently. Well, what's interesting about it as I dug into the public health
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emergency, you know, which facilitated the FDA putting together emergency use authorization drugs.
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This was one of the approved drugs. Really? Wow. So then I connected the dots as to why they
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were trying to put pressure on me to give this drug to Grace when I saw this lady's records,
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because one, you know, they gave her this one dose on November 19 and it was $22,000.
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Oh, yeah, here it says right here. It's also used to treat coronavirus disease and hospitalized
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patients who are receiving systemic cortical steroids and requiring supplemental oxygen
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mechanical ventilation. But they don't really explain why. I guess it decreases this cytokine
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release syndrome. I don't know. That sounds scary to me. That was the theory that they were trying
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to tell me. But it's, it's, you know, my research showed that the motivation was the financial
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motivation. All right. So now what I have on the screen, you'll see, I want to stop you there
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just because I think you should hear this. If you're not aware, the intellectual property
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space of monoclonal antibodies changed at the start of the pandemic because of something that
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the Supreme Court ruled on. And so basically all the value that was thought to be held by
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monoclonal antibody patents basically vanished because they, the Supreme Court acknowledged that
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monoclonal antibody patents are based on biology that's not really as, as well developed as they
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claimed. And there's this cookie cutter thing that was happening for the last 10 years where they
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were just writing the patents all the same and saying that they had a new product. And so it
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could very easily be that they were sneaking this under the, under the gun where they're still
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charging full price for something that they knew at the end of the pandemic. By the time it was
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over, they wouldn't be able to charge a dime for it. It's extraordinary, dude. Wow.
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Makes total sense to me. Wow. Well, this one. So what happened here is this lady's mom
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glued me in on this. She said, Scott, there was a push by a group of doctors to get
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and I'll show you the letter here. So I cut the letter down so it can be all on one screen. So
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you see these doctors, they wrote a letter to, there's X number of states, I don't remember,
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13 states that end life on death row by lethal injections. So these doctors wrote this letter
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to the states headed by Joel Zivat. And it says your states are currently holding for use in lethal
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injection execution. We need these drugs. We desperately need these drugs to treat COVID-19.
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All right. So what's interesting is so this letter was written April 6th of 2020. That is
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I found a news report. I was shocked because I thought, well, how come this wasn't reported?
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So this lady, Rebecca Pryor had done, it actually went on, she would have this on short television
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blurb. But you can see that she reported on this letter that these doctors wrote on April 14th
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of 2020, that they're asking the states that allow the death penalty to donate certain lethal
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injection drugs because they need them for COVID. I can't even believe it. I mean,
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I'm just, I'm seeing it, but I'm not, I just, it's hard to really, people didn't see this,
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didn't hear it. Well, I mean, what was the anything that's truth doesn't ever get out into the mainstream,
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right? So I mean, you'd have to really dig for this stuff. I looked this up the other day for
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somebody else and her story is still live on the link that I have, but I screenshot it because I
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wanted it to so I could use it permanently. Interestingly, this guy Joel Zivet, how he figured out
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this med combination for killing is he went and observed somebody dying by lethal injection.
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And you see the title, he wrote an article in 2014, he says, the white coat of veil for state
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killing. And this was, so I mean, that could be a COVID article, right? But he wrote this article
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because he was so offended by how the the states were killing people with these drugs that he just
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thought that this was wrong. And then he ends up, he ends up being the lead author on this letter
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requesting the lethal injection drugs to be used for treating COVID. I mean, this is insane stuff.
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I mean, I don't know how to out a process that any other way that in 2014, he was already acting
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on behalf of the state somehow to put up some kind of fake opposition to the killing of people. I mean,
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Well, it makes total sense in, you know, in how you and I start viewing the world,
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which, you know, I'd certainly encourage other people to view the world that way. And, you know,
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I haven't had a couple of things that were on my mind, you know, knowing that you're going to have
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me on and how you and I, we think differently, right? We think differently than the average bear,
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which, you know, it's it's a blessing and a curse, but I happen to think it's a blessing because you
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can see things a different way. It's a curse when you watch movies because you can't watch a movie
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and enjoy it anymore, right? But anyway, you know, so now, you know, I look at COVID, the whole
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scyop of COVID, you know, I think that this whole thing is designed, especially now that I see it.
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Actually, let me just share with you first something that will maybe set this conversation up better.
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So, I mean, fifth generation warfare is propaganda. Okay, so I just started, you know, when I'm
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working on this bigger false profit thing, and so I've been processing this further and I call
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and now I'm calling this I don't I haven't heard anybody call it yet. So you're going to hear
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for the first thing, thick generation warfare. So what I'm calling sixth generation warfare is
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things like it. So here's the hypothetical question. Was the power grid set up? Do they
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realize? Oh my gosh, we can we can shut down people's power. Let's use this to accomplish a goal.
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Or did they set up the power grid with this goal in mind? Which one? Which one came first,
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the chicken and egg? So I'm, you know, so that would apply to not just the power grid, but the,
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you know, the water supply, the internet was all of this stuff set up with the idea that that's how
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they're going to control us. Or did they realize after it's set up, they can control us with it?
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Well, I think it was set up with the idea of controlling us all these things.
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I'm processing and I love it. And I want to I want to this this this idea.
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Example came to my head and I wonder if you think it might be connected to this and I'm sure you're
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going to say yes. So I accidentally got trapped in Texas a couple years ago when they had this
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freak storm and they lost power and all these places. Well, interestingly enough, in the context
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of who I was hanging out with and I won't give you details because I don't want to out anybody
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that doesn't like me. In the context of the people that I was hanging out with, there was one person
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that had cell phone coverage all the time. And the reason why is because there is a network of
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important people that have their cell phone tower access isn't cut off during an emergency.
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this kind of thing. But there are also business people and members of corporations and and that
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are also included in this network. It's a it's a in my mind when this happened. And I was like,
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how are you still calling? Well, because I got this special phone or I have this special,
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it was a special SIM card. I was like, so wait a minute, like that means that there are whole
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people that think that there is a crisis going on, that nobody has cell phone when in reality,
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there are people who are above it. Isn't that true then? And she said, yes. So if it can happen on
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a very local scale in Texas, imagine what could be done with a network shutdown in America where
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certain people still had full access. Yeah, it's it's extraordinary proposition. And it's not a,
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I don't think it's a conspiracy theory at all, even if you disguised it as redundancy or disguised
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it as some kind of, you know, national security thing where we have nodes and these nodes are
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connected in a certain way. Okay, anyway, I interrupted you, go ahead, go. No, I think that's I think
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that's right on. So when you look at, so you know, you and I would agree that COVID by itself is a
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SIAP. And yet the country is still focused on everything is either there's two things they're
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focused on, right? COVID COVID COVID and Trump Trump Trump. All right, so those two things have,
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you know, probably 99% of the people off track as to what's really going on. So was COVID
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set up specifically, when you start, I mean, these people who have bought into COVID, I mean,
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they are so locked into it, you know, the, you know, they had to, you know, it wasn't accident,
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you know, that's the real theme that they want to promote, that it was an accident. And you know,
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the layers of deception here. But if COVID was really done to take our eyes off of what they're
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really doing, it makes total sense. You know, it's it's the esoteric magician. So exoterically,
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so exoterically, what we can all see is we see, okay, something happened with COVID,
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we can say, okay, that was a SIAP. But what's really going on? What is what is really the goal? And
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so for example, if I look at what when you start looking at all the articles, like I sent you one
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from Steve Kersch. So I see that and I see, okay, well, this is a setup. You know, why do I say
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it's a setup? Because it's still talking about, you know, the uniqueness of the COVID vaccine
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versus all vaccines, you know, in multiple layers in that situation. But ultimately, it frames it
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that if this is about COVID, now it's about a mistake. And their agenda is so big. I watched
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you and I talked about this on the phone when we first met, I told you I watched the documentary
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shot dead. And that's about vaccine deaths. And I thought it was well done. And we just got done,
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my wife and I get done, I said, Pfizer is going to be a sacrifice. And so that's what I saw through
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that. So you know, how would they bring down somebody as big as Pfizer? Well, it would be on
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purpose. Why? Because you know, people are waking up that we can't have any faith in our government.
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Well, we can't have that. So if our government brings down Pfizer, look, I mean, they get a
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gold star again, where they're back in our good graces, people have short term memory. They don't
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realize this is a whole scheme. Anyway, no, and you know, there are a couple things that you's
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mentioned that I just recently picked up on from another thread. And so I want to compliment you
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on that. The one that you said was, it's like a, it's like a magician stage trick. And one of
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the things that we are very, I think I've only become recently aware of is that by sending us home
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and putting us behind our screens, we have essentially been sat down in the audience of a
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performance where what we see in here is highly controlled and even the angle that we see it from
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is highly controlled. We can just change our position in the in the world, we would be able
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to see it. But because they started and put us in front of this screen, they were able to perform
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a magician's trick where where we think we're paying attention to the things that we're supposed
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to be paying attention to and somehow we're still fooled. And so your reference to that particular
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sort of set of tricks is really important because it's a little bit more than propaganda. We were
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set up to have this, this trick played on us. And so it's, it's a little, I think I always say,
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at least I'm drawn back to saying that we've got to have a lot of sympathy and, and, and empathy
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for the people that are still trapped simply because the trap is so diabolical. I mean, it's a, it's a,
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it's a, it's a wonderful, it's a wonderfully deadly sort of, I mean, I don't know how to express it
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adequately enough to say how even when you get to where I am, you still have someone like Scott to
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catch up to and Scott is still peeling back the layers himself. Oh my gosh. Yeah, I don't, I don't
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know that I have 20% of it. But yeah, I can summarize this idea. I think in there's a, a few other
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people who have, who have helped me, you know, they, they're ahead of me that I've learned from,
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which is really, really great. And I don't know who the one that, so this, this phrase I'm going
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to tell you next is from somebody else. I can't tell you who right now because I don't remember.
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But they laid this out. I thought it was the best way to say it because there is a, there is a
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movement right now that is maybe the, so I, I've looked at the, the top three sciops that I've
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been involved in. So I look at number three is JFK is murder. Number two is COVID and number one
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is the American dream. So the American dream sciop is really based on the idea that we can
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become our own gods. You know, weed knowledge is power. And you know, so that becomes this
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thing. And you know, we, we are chasing this dream, you know, 2.1 kids, 1.7 dogs, no cats.
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You know, retire when you're 50 and drink beer on the front porch. That whole sciop that we've
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bought into our, our government's there to protect us. You know, all these things, you know, it's,
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it's really all a lie. But take a step back. When you start seeing, you know, the article that,
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that I read this a couple of months ago, it's called Stop World Control. And it's from a group
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called Stop World Control. And that was happened to be the title of the article also. Anyway,
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that's what motivated me to do the false prophet podcast that I'm working on now,
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the monocast, I should say, it's going to be a three part series introduction, then a body
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and a conclusion. Anyway, the, the introduction. So in this article, it said that Tucker Carlson,
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Elon Musk, and Joe Rogan all brought Alex Jones on their program to share red pills with the world,
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that if we can just wake up the world as to what's going on, let's, let's pull back the curtain,
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let's show the world what's going on, we can all resist this. Okay, as soon as I saw that,
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I've been working on the idea of Revelation 13, that Satan's two halves, he's got an evil half,
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the Antichrist system and a less evil half, the false prophet system, they're both laid out in
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Revelation 13, it's a great chapter, you can see it both with your eyes, you see, oh my gosh,
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Satan's dualistic nature, he gives us the illusion of choice with this dualistic nature. And then
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I heard this phrase. And so the build up to this is all to this phrase. And so the, the
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satanic plan to take down the cabal, or excuse me, the plan to take down the satanic cabal
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was written by the cabal. Have you heard that before, John? Only from you.
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Okay. Well, it's not, I didn't come up with it, but it makes total sense, right? The plan to take
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down the satanic cabal, everybody would agree that the cabal is satanic, right? That's easy to prove.
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But the plan to take it down was written by the cabal itself. That's, that's Satan's dualistic
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nature. He has that much power. God said, Jesus said, Satan is the prince of this world.
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And it's not a joke. I mean, Satan offered the world to Jesus. So Jesus didn't deny that Satan
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has control of the world. He's got control of it all. That's how elaborate the scheme is.
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So this presidential election, just to drill it down to the, you know, now, you know, the last two
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elections I voted for Trump. And you know, I didn't think Trump was some great savior,
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but I just thought, you know, we surely can't have Clinton in. So I voted for Trump as an
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anti-Clinton vote. And then all of a sudden by Biden, yeah, of course, we got him. You know,
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so I voted for Trump twice. Now I see Trump is in on it. And I will not vote in this election,
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because I see it as the, you know, so you look at COVID as a tool to get our focus off
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what's really happening. And so is the election cycle in the United States.
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It's all to get us. It's the magician. I'm not going to participate in that system anymore, period.
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I don't, I'm just still pondering it because I don't, I don't, I don't,
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I don't have a good argument for that. Well, they've got us convinced through the American
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dream that it's our civic duty to vote. And if you don't vote, you don't have a voice and all,
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it's all a bunch of crap. They're all in on it. Yeah.
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Look at the, you and I talked about this before, also when we talked the movie Sound of Freedom,
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you know, everybody's cheering. Now this is a great movie. You know, it's exposing child trafficking.
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Well, the reality is it's the agenda is substantially deeper than child trafficking,
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because they didn't expose the trafficking of organs. They didn't expose the sacrificing
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of child children for a satanic worship. None of that. Okay. And the close of the film, I thought
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the film was well done. But the close of the film was the hook. And the hook was they had,
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they had the individual that the film was based on. They showed his testimony in front of Congress
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in that Congress, we're going to be patting legislation, we're going to crack down on this.
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Well, my gosh, Congress is in on it. You know, so this is all, you know, this, this, you know,
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this Truman show idea that we're participating in, you know, it's, it's called the matrix. And
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I think that's a good term for it. But what we've got to get, we got to get out of that game.
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And the only way to get out of it is to see this as a spiritual agenda and COVID done in a spiritual
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agenda, what, you know, when you start looking at things through the lens of what does God think
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of all of this? That's the only way to get out of the game is to stop participating. I mean,
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God's command to us is even though that you're in the world, don't be of the world. So the world
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is the matrix. Don't be in that, you know, that you don't have to participate.
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you know, God, of course, allowed nothing happens without God's authority. And so did was God aware
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of COVID? Well, of course, did God allow COVID? Of course. So he's totally aware of it. So what,
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what I see it through that lens and I think it's a COVID was a call to repentance. You know, this whole
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business that, you know, the false prophet side, I would say the biggest group involved with the
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false prophet side, you'll hear them say the great awakening, we're going to have a great
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awakening. And, you know, so they think that by waking the world up through what's behind the
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curtain, you know, we're, we're going to solve it. But it's just the other side of the satanic
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coin because it does that wake up doesn't rely on God.
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I don't know what to say. I mean, thank you for coming on my show and saying this stuff that I
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probably really need to hear. Well, I mean, it's, I'm not, I am no genius. You know, God has given
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me this stuff. And how it started, Jonathan was, you know, Vera, I mean, you know, Vera,
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she's a friend of both of ours. Well, she really got me started on this because when I was studying
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the Holocaust, I started studying the Holocaust in July of 22. And that's when I was turned on to
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this term Hegelian dialectic, which I had never heard before. So I started digging into that and
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then God showed me, don't use grace's case to expose evil. Because that fits into Satan's playbook.
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He has to have the evil exposed. Okay, why? So you think, well, that's crazy. Well, no, it's not. If
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you look at this esoterically, it's masterful, the Hegelian dialectic play. So you have a problem
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reaction solution problem evil is exposed reaction chaos solution false profit order out of chaos.
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So he has to have the evil exposed in order to play the other side of the coin. And so that's why,
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you know, I want people to see this as a spiritual agenda. What can we do then once you realize it's
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a spiritual agenda is you can repent. And then, you know, we have an obligation once you repent,
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you know, did your bonhopper. I think he showed the obligation fantastically. And you know, his
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famous words were to not speak as to speak and to not act as to act. And so we all can take action
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once we repent. I mean, you see what my action is. I mean, I'm, I'm researching lawsuit.
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Yeah, I'm outspoken. Yeah, I just want to, I'll get on any program somebody invites me to.
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But I mean, you got to get there through,
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you know, two actions look the same, but the heart is different. You got to get there through
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repentance. You know, in my specific case, I mean, I had to, you know, my, my fear is what caused my
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daughter's death. You know, that's independent of what the doctors did. Okay, so it's two different
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things. They have to be held to account. But I mean, first, I had to be held to account. And
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if I would not have had the fear, grace would be alive today. Well, then, you know, you start
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looking at, oh my gosh, how much have I participated in this matrix idea? You know, way too much. You
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know, those are, you know, the American dream. I mean, I was, I chased the American dream most
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of my life. I mean, I wasted tons of hours chasing money instead of what I should have been chasing.
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I wasted 20 years of my life chasing grants and and
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crazy ideas, not that I wasn't pursuing it for good cause or good reason, but I got trapped in a
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wrap rate, wrap race of my own two and, you know, I don't know, it's just a very, it's a very,
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this is what I do a lot and I didn't realize to see it the way that you're saying it. But
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I've been, I've been apologizing a lot on my stream lately for how long I bought into this
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and how long I was talking about a lab leak and stuff, which created that fear and spread that
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idea around and got a lot of people on board, even if they only saw me once. And so I do have a
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lot to be ashamed of and a lot to repent for. And it's a, it's an ongoing thing that I'm wrestling
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with. And I don't want this to be about me, but you really have made me have a moment here. And
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it's a very humbling moment to to have over and over again through this whole thing for years now.
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And it still doesn't stop. Well, I think that's fantastic. I mean, I don't think it's meant to stop.
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I mean, God gives us, you know, I read a book one time you'll appreciate this because
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you know, from God's way of letting us know when we sin, what's the, what's the reward for repenting
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for sin? He exposes another one to us. So it's, it's an ongoing process. You know, what I see.
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Yeah, I was originally saw your work on, you know, the Scooby-Doo, how, you know, these layers,
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this was, oh my gosh, this was going on two years ago, I think I thought, wow, this guy is
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brilliant. And I just enjoyed that, that thought process. And now as I expand it out of COVID and
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I start seeing, oh my gosh, I mean, this, this whole, I, you know, I'm not a, I'm not a biologist
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or a chemist or, you know, I don't have any qualifications. But I wonder, you know, when I start seeing
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people proposing that there's never been a virus. And I think, I think that's true. I don't know,
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I have any basis, you know, but it makes total sense. Because what did they do with every virus?
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They have a vaccine that's related to the virus. And you know, when you see no vaccine has ever
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been tested. And then in 1986, we have Ronald Reagan, who, you know, everybody's duped by Ronald
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Reagan signing. But then he signs the worst legislation you could ever have. Well, it makes
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total sense. They have to have a bogeyman. So these viruses are the bogeyman. So then they can,
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they can vaccinate us. I, I found a clip from 1936 that was the doctor said he's never seen
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anybody. So this was back when I would think the majority of people didn't have any vaccinations.
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But he said, I never had a patient have cancer who was unvaccinated. And now my wife just sent me
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right before you, you and I got on, she just sent me a, which was predictable. Now they have a vaccine
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for cancer. Yeah, because this vaccine agenda is, I mean, it's not the whole agenda, but it's a big
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piece of the agenda. And they have to create a bogeyman. So anyway, I don't know, I mean,
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I'm having a real, it's just to really been such a privilege to discuss this with you, because I
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do think you twice now in two weeks, you really challenged me to, to think a little further on this
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and see the the spiritual side of it. And it's, you know, I guess I've been kind of hiding behind
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the fact that, that for me, the, the biology is enough to convince me that they're lying. But
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maybe I've even been a little bit hiding behind the fact that this is deeper than that, that the
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biology is just the very beginning of how, yeah, I don't know, I guess, for me, I guess the best
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way to just say it succinctly for me is that biology is the way that I came to appreciate God
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as manifest instead of something that was in a book or that people talked about. And I felt like
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my pursuit of biology for my life, even from when I was a kid was trying to appreciate exactly how
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amazing what we've been given is and being able to see the evidence of God in the yard was something
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that I guess my grandma and I could see already when I was a kid. And I don't know, I just, I feel
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like there's a reason why our paths crossed right now and and the message that you have and the
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the challenge that you can present to me as a as a fellow follower of Christ is something very
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impressive. I'm really moved by the fact that you joined me today. I didn't expect to be this way.
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And I, again, I just, I can't tell my viewers enough how it's important to know who Scott is,
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what Scott's story is, what Grace's story is, and how it is a just a tiny, tiny example
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of like a window, like a little tiny people in a door that you can look through and start to get
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a idea of what has been kept from us as we've been put inside of our house. It's just a little
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tiny people of what you can see through Scott is so important. And I knew that when I met him and
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I know it even better now. Is there something still that we need to cover yet? Or is this a
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good place to kind of wrap it? And you can come on as many times as you want. I think it's a great
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place to end. When is your when do you know when your three part thing is going to be done?
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Or I'm going to record the first part next week on Monday. And then I've got two speaking
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engagements next week that I'm going to be out of town for for five days. So then,
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you know, I've got to get the balance scheduled yet. So I just scheduled with the producer,
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the introduction to it. So I don't, you know, I don't know exactly what to call it yet,
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you know, if it's going to be the false profit agenda or the matrix revealed.
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Our amazing grace dot net, right? Yes. Our amazing grace dot net is the,
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is the website. Please do all you can to share Scott's work, share this stream, share my
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appearance on his stream last time. It seems to have hit some some good chords with people. So
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maybe that's another good one to share. Scott, again, thank you so much for being on my show and
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sharing your story and Grace's story with us and your your insight into where we need to be.
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I just, yeah, I'm so happy that there's somebody like you out there and I hope I hope we can stay
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in touch. Well, I plan on staying in touch. You've become, you know, very quickly, you've become
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a friend and it's amazing to me. I mean, I just, you know, when we first talked on the phone a few
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weeks ago, I thought, wow, this guy gets it. You know, it's so hard to have conversations like that,
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but I really appreciate you very much. So thanks for having me. You're very welcome, Scott. I'll see you
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again soon. All right, bye bye.
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You're gonna move my mouse up here. See you later, Scott. Thank you. So, ladies and gentlemen,
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that was, well, what do you want me to say? I needed that. I needed to meet Scott. I don't
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know why it happened now, but it did. And it is humbling like getting a boulder landed on your head
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when somebody shows you your faith on a new angle. And I think you've all been very aware of how
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much I tried to let the biology be the forward facing part of this. But at the heart of this show
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is a little kid, biologist, altar boy, recovering Catholic, whatever you want to call me. And you
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can't get the God out of a kid anymore. And so the best way for me to have always processed this
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is prayer. And I don't always say that on my stream, but Scott will bring it out in you
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because you can see it in him. Thank you very much for joining me. I don't think I'll be on later
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tonight, but I will be on tomorrow. Thanks very much. I'll see you again soon.
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